She repeated the fact of her engagement. Her dread for him had vanished,
its place now taken by a distrust of what, in her merged detachment and
suffering, she might blunderingly do. At the back of this she realized
that his case, his position, was hopeless. Without warning, keen and
undimmed, his love for her flashed through his resentful misery. There
was no spoken acknowledgement of surrender; he sank into his chair
dejected and pitiable, infinitely gray. His shoes, on the brightness of
the hooked rug, were dingy, his coat drawn and wrinkled.
Linda saw herself on her knees before him, before his patience and
generosity, sobbing her contrition into his forgiving hands. She
longed with every nerve--as she had so often before--to lose herself in
passionate emotion. She had never been more erect or withdrawn, never
essentially less touched. After a little, waiting for him to speak,
she saw that he, too, had retreated into the profound depths of his own
illusions and despairs.
XXXIV
For a surprising while--even in the face of Vigné's radiance--Arnaud
was as still and shadowed as the inert surface of a dammed stream. Then
slowly, the slenderest trickle at first, his wit revived his spirit; and
he opened an unending mock-solemn attack on Bailey Sandby's eminently
serious acceptance of the responsibilities of his allowed love.
The boy had left the university, and his father--a striking replica of
Arnaud's prejudices, impatience and fundamental kindness--exchanged with
Vigné's male parent the most dismal prophecies together with concrete
plans for their children's future security. This, inevitably, resulted
in Vigné's marriage; a ceremony unattended by Pleydon except by the
presence of a very liberal check.
The life-size version of his Simon Downige was again under way--it had
been torn down, Linda knew, more than once--and he was in a fever of
composition. Nor was this, she decided with Arnaud, his only oppression:
the Asiatic fever clung to him with disquieting persistence. Pleydon
himself admitted he had a degree or two in the evening.
Linda was seated in his studio near Central Park West, perhaps a year
later, and she observed aloud that so much wet clay around was bad for
him. He laughed: nothing now could happen to him, he was forever beyond
accident, sickness, death--his statue for the monument in Hesperia was
finished. It stood revealed before them, practically as Linda had first
seen it, but enlarged, towering, as if the vision it portrayed had
grown, would continue to grow eternally, because of the dignity of its
hope, the necessity of its realization.
“Now,” she said, “it will go to the foundry and be cast.” He corrected
her. “You will go to the foundry and be cast ... in bronze.” A distinct
graceful happiness possessed her at the knowledge that his love for her
was as constant as though it, too, were metal. Not flesh but bronze,
spirit, he insisted.
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