Germany -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"In this house,--in this very house!" said Madame Staubach, not
knowing what it might best become her to say in such a strait as
this.
"The house is as much mine as yours," said Linda, sullenly. And she
too, in saying this, had not known what she meant to say, or what
she ought to have said. Her aunt had alluded to the house, and there
seemed to her, in her distress, to be something in that on which she
could hang a word.
For a while her aunt sat in silence looking at Linda, and then she
fell upon her knees, with her hands clasped to heaven. What was the
matter of her prayers we may not here venture to surmise; but, such
as they were, they were sincere. Then she arose and went slowly
as far as the door, but she returned before she had reached the
threshold. "Wretched child!" she said.
"Yes, you have made me wretched," said Linda.
"Listen to me, Linda, if so much grace is left to you. After what
you have told me, I cannot but suppose that all hope of happiness or
comfort in this world is over both for you and me."
"For myself, I wish I were dead," said Linda.
"Have you no thought of what will come after death? Oh, my child,
repentance is still possible to you, and with repentance there will
come at length grace and salvation. Mary Magdalene was blessed,--was
specially blessed among women."
"Pshaw!" said Linda, indignantly. What had she to do with Mary
Magdalene? The reality of her position then came upon her, and
not the facts of that position which she had for a moment almost
endeavoured to simulate.
"Do you not hate yourself for what you have done?"
"No, no, no. But I hate Peter Steinmarc, and I hate Herr Molk, and if
you are so cruel to me I shall hate you. I have done nothing wrong. I
could not help it if he came up-stairs. He came because he loved me,
and because you would not let him come in a proper way. Nobody else
loves me, but he would do anything for me. And now they have thrown
him into prison!"
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