Franz flung down the paper and sighed. He admitted it; he regretted it.
What a fool he had been not to marry that girl, offhand, when he once
had the chance, instead of dawdling and hanging about till Hausberger
carried the prize off under his nose to St Valentin. It was disgusting,
it was silly of him! And now it began to strike him very forcibly indeed
that his chance, once gone, was gone for ever. A full year and more had
passed since Linnet and her husband first came to London. During that
year it had dawned slowly upon Franz’s mind that Linnet had risen into a
higher sphere, and could never by any possibility be his in future. He
was dimly conscious by this time that he himself was a music-hall
gentleman by nature and position, while Linnet was born to be a special
star of the higher opera. Never could he recover the ground thus lost;
the woman he loved once, and now loved again distractedly, had climbed
to a higher plane, and was lost to his horizon.
What annoyed Franz more than anything, however, was his feeling of
chagrin that he had let himself be cajoled, on the night of Linnet’s
first appearance in London, into abandoning his designs against her
husband’s person. He knew now he had done wrong; he _ought_ to have
stabbed Andreas Hausberger, then and there, as he intended. In a moment
of culpable weakness, he had allowed himself to be beguiled from his
fixed purpose by the blandishments of Linnet and the rich American
widow. That would indeed have been the dramatic time to strike; he had
let the psychological moment go by unheeded, and it would never return,
or, at least, it would never return in so effectual a fashion. To have
struck him then and there, on their very first meeting after Linnet’s
marriage, and on the night when Linnet made her earliest bow before an
English audience—that would have been splendid, that would have been
beautiful, that would have been romantic: all London would have rung
with it. But now, during those past months, he had met Andreas twice or
thrice, on neutral ground, as it were, and the relations between them,
though distant and distinctly strained, had been nominally friendly. The
Robbler felt he had committed a fatal error in accepting Mr Will’s
invitation to supper on that critical evening. It had compelled him to
treat Andreas as an acquaintance once more; to turn round upon him now,
and stab him in pure pique, would be feeble and self-stultifying. Franz
wished he had had strength of mind to resist the women’s wiles that
first night at the Harmony, and to draw his rival’s blood before their
very eyes, as his own better judgment had told him he ought to do.
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