Linnet made no false pretence of misunderstanding his plain meaning.
This was a serious matter, and she felt its full seriousness herself so
deeply that she sympathised with Philippina. “You don’t understand,” she
answered, gasping; “you don’t at all understand; you can’t throw
yourself into our standpoint. You’re not a Catholic, you see, and you
don’t feel as we feel about it. To sin once, twice, three times, till
seventy times seven, I care not how often—that is simply to sin: and if
we repent in our hearts—God is faithful and just—the Church absolves
us. But to live in open sin, to persist in one’s wrong, to set the
authority and discipline of the Church at defiance—ah! that to us is
quite another matter. Philippina may have done wrong sometimes; we are
all of us human; Heaven forbid I should judge her”—she spoke very
earnestly; “but to continue in sin, to live her life without the
sacraments and consolations of the Church, to remain with a man whom no
Catholic can recognise as really her husband—that is too, too terrible.
And, just think, if she were to die—” Linnet gazed up at him
appealingly.
“But that _can’t_ be the Catholic doctrine!” Will exclaimed with great
vehemence.
Florian was more practical. “I dare say _not_,” he answered, with a
shrug—“as the Catholic doctrine is understood by theologians,
archbishops, and casuistical text-books. But that’s nothing to the
point. It is the Catholic doctrine as these women understand it, and
it’s sufficient to make them both supremely unhappy. That’s enough for
us. What we’ve got to ask is, how can we help them now out of this hole
they’ve got into?”
The longer they talked about it, indeed, the clearer did this central
fact come out to them. Philippina had married in haste, without the
Church’s consent; she was repenting at leisure now, in the effort to
obtain it. And she sat there, cowering and quivering in bodily terror of
those pains and penalties of fire and flame which were every whit as
real to her to-day in London as they had been long ago by the wayside
shrines at St Valentin. Either she must give up her husband, she said,
or her hopes of salvation. It was evident that to her mind the little
peccadilloes which the Church could absolve were as absolutely nothing;
but to live with the husband whom the Church disowned, appalled and
alarmed her. Her agonised terror was as genuine as though the danger she
feared were actually confronting her. She saw and heard the hissing
flames of purgatory. It made Will realise far more keenly than he had
ever realised before the deep hold their creed keeps over these Tyrolese
women. He couldn’t help thinking how much Linnet would suffer, with her
finer mould, and her profounder emotions, under similar circumstances,
if even Philippina, that buxom, coarse-fibred girl, took so deeply to
heart the Church’s displeasure. He remembered it afterwards at a great
crisis of their history; it was one of the events in life that most
profoundly affected him.
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