“Yes,” Will answered firmly. “For the moment, the one thing needful is
to find such a shelter for you. If you took refuge in a hotel or private
lodging to-night, people would whisper and hint—you know what they
would hint; we must stop their hateful whisperings! Now, darling, you
mustn’t say _no_; you must act as I advise. I’m going out at once to
find that lady. I shall ask my sister first—she’s a clergyman’s wife,
and nothing looks so well as a clergyman’s wife in England. But if _she_
objects, I must try some other woman. You’re agitated to-night, and I
should be doing you a gross wrong if I took advantage now of your love
and your agitation. Though it isn’t you and myself I’m thinking of at
all; you and I know, you and I understand one another. Let me not to the
marriage of true minds admit impediment; it isn’t that that I trouble
for—it’s the hateful prying eyes and lying tongues of other people. For
myself, darling, my creed is quite other than your priests’; I hold
that, here to-night, you are mine, and I am yours; God and Nature have
joined us, by the witness of our own hearts”; his voice sank solemnly,
“and whom God hath joined together,” he added, in a very grave tone,
“let not man put asunder.” He paused and hesitated. “But, for to-night,”
he went on, “we must make some temporary arrangement; to-morrow and
afterwards, we may settle for the future with one another at our
leisure. When you look at it more calmly, dearest, you may change your
mind about the matter of the divorce; till then, we must be cautious,
and, in any case, we must take care to give the wicked world no handle
against you.”
Linnet clutched him tight still. “But if you go,” she cried, all
eagerness, “you won’t leave me; I may go with you.”
Her voice was so pleading, it cut Will to the quick to be obliged to
refuse her. He leant over her tenderly. “My Linnet,” he cried, caressing
her with one strong hand as he spoke, “I’d give worlds to be able to say
_yes_; I can’t bear to say _no_ to you. But for your own dear sake, once
more, I must, I must. I can’t possibly let you go with me. Just consider
this; how foolish it would be for me to let you be seen with me,
to-night, on foot or in a cab, in the streets of London. All the world
would say—with truth—you’d run away from your husband, and rushed
straight into the arms of your lover. You and I know you’ve done
perfectly right in that. But the world—the world would never know it.
We must never let them have the chance of saying what, after their kind,
we feel sure they would say about it.”
He rose from his chair. She clung to him, passionately. “Oh, take me
with you, Will!” she cried, in a perfect fever of love. “Suppose Andreas
was to come! Suppose he was to try and carry me off by force against my
will! Oh, take me, take me with you!—don’t leave me here, alone, to
Andreas!”
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