A little later in the day, on the slopes behind Mühlan, Will thrashed it
out himself, _tête-à-tête_ with Rue, seated close by her side on the
grassy upland. “She’s in love with you, poor thing,” Rue said very
seriously. “You mayn’t see it yourself; sometimes, you know, Mr
Deverill—I can’t always say Will; it seems so forward—sometimes, you
know, you men—even the best of you—are unkind to us poor women through
pure excess of modesty. You don’t realise how much a girl may really
think of you. Your very want of self-conceit may make you blind to her
feelings. But consider what you must seem to a child like Linnet. You’re
a gentleman, a poet, a man of the great world, wholly removed from her
sphere in knowledge, position, culture. She looks up to you, vaguely and
dimly no doubt, with a shrinking respect, as some one very grand and
great and solemn. But your attentions flatter her. Florian has told me
all about how you met her at St Valentin. Now, even a lady,” and Rue
looked down as she spoke, and half stifled a sigh, “even a lady might be
pleased at attracting the notice of such a man as you; how much more
then a peasant-girl! I watched her close last night when you first came
into the room, and I saw such a red flush break over her throat and
cheeks, like a wave surging upwards, as I never saw before on any
woman’s face—though long ago . . . myself . . . when I was _very_ young
. . . I think I may have felt it. And I knew what it meant at once; I
said to myself as I looked, ‘That girl loves Mr Deverill.’”
“I think she’s fond of me,” Will admitted modestly. “I didn’t notice it
so much myself, I confess, at St Valentin; but last night, I won’t deny
I watched her hard, and I could see she was really very pleased to meet
me.”
Rue looked grave. “Mr Deverill,” she said in a serious voice, “a woman’s
heart is not a thing to trifle with—I’m an old married woman myself,
you see, and I can speak to you plainly. You may think very little
yourself—for I know you’re not conceited—of the effect you’re likely
to produce on women. I’ve known cruel things done, before now, by very
good men, just because they never realised how much store women set on
their passing attentions. You’ve only to look at Linnet to see she has a
deeply passionate nature. Now, I beg of you, don’t play fast and loose
with it any longer. If you don’t mean anything, don’t see her again. The
more you see of her, the worse it will be for her.”
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