Lippincott's Magazine Of Popular Literature And Science, Old Series, Vol. 36—New Series, Vol. 10, July 1885Various
Science
Lippincott's Magazine Of Popular Literature And Science, Old Series, Vol. 36—New Series, Vol. 10, July 1885
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
As the child acquired words and accomplishments, he lost nothing of his
sweetness and strangely mature dignity. When the tan disappeared from his
cheeks, he looked a little less robust; but this was to have been
expected. Such confidence had the Lindsays in the invulnerability of his
constitution that they were not alarmed when he experienced his inevitable
first indisposition of a serious character. Mrs. Doly and Ellen agreed
that it was a natural consequence of the change in his diet and mode of
life since they had come back to the city, and Dr. Kreiss, who was at once
summoned, substantiated the theory. But the next day Little John was no
better, and at night so decidedly worse that Edward sent for the doctor
again. The man of medicine looked grave this time. He stayed with the
little sufferer for several hours. Before midnight he came once more; and
when he went away Little John was dead.
The blow fell upon the Lindsays with the more crushing force from its
terrible suddenness. Among all the contingencies to which they had looked
forward they had never seriously considered the possibility of this. They
had prepared themselves for disappointment, but not for bereavement. For
the first time they realized how thoroughly their adopted child had become
a part of their life. Hours that had been the brightest in the day now
dragged along wearisomely, and they often sat in silence together, because
they knew that if they spoke at all It must be of Little John. After a
time they saw, as many young parents have seen after their first great
loss, that the world could never be quite the old world to them again. But
they felt their love for each other to be all the stronger, and they tried
hard to lighten each other's sorrow by being cheerful and brave. It was
saddest, of course, for Ellen. All day she was alone in the house, and,
though she might busy her hands over a watercolor or an etching, her
thoughts would often stray away and send the tears to her eyes.
Occasionally she yielded to impulse and paid furtive visits to the nursery,
where, with a little dress or some other memento of her lost child laid
upon her knees, she would sit in long revery. By and by Edward noticed
that her face had taken upon itself a constant expression of sadness,
which even her smiles could not disguise. He began to think about a
European tour. From girlhood Ellen had looked forward to spending a year
in study abroad, and it seemed to him that no time could be better than
the present. It would be hard to leave his business; he could not do so
before spring anyway; but everything should be sacrificed to Ellen's
happiness, and, with her assent, he resolved, they should go at that
season. Just now his business was unusually exacting. He became every day
more alive to the fact that, unless he chose to lose a valuable portion of
his _client?_, he must spend a few weeks in the Southwest. Many St. Louis
capitalists were anxious to buy land in Texas at this unparalleled period
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