Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, August, 1878Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, August, 1878
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
With all his faults and weaknesses, I soon found there were good and
lovable traits in Mr. Raymond. He had been in early life a successful
merchant, and the habit of controlling widespread interests had given
him a broad and sympathetic insight into men and their ideas. He
possessed a graceful and comprehensive culture, and had embodied his
conceptions of the fitness of things in the arrangement of his home,
making it beautiful in all ways. He was an old man now, yet had not
lost the thirst for knowledge, and could talk, when inspiration was
upon him, generously and eloquently. He had been a part of the busy
great world; he understood society and social ways: all these talents
and acquirements made him a pleasant old gentleman when at his best,
but it needed only a touch of suspicion or jealousy to put him at his
worst. It was easy enough to see that Helen did not exaggerate when
she told me he had nothing to care for but herself; and his care for
her was so mixed with morbid fears that he was not first in her heart,
so embittered by a distrust of her love for her father, that she could
gain small comfort from all his overweening devotion and pride.
The child and I were constantly together in those October days. I do
not think it would have been so but for the fact that Mr. Floyd wrote
daily concise and peremptory orders that Helen was to be out of doors
from morning till night, and that Dr. Sharpe, a brisk, keen-eyed old
gentleman, came every morning at breakfast-time to feel the little
girl's pulse, order her meals and command Mr. Raymond to let her have
all the play she could get before the cold weather came.
"You see," Helen would explain to me as we tramped the meadows and the
uplands gorgeous with every mellow hue of autumn's glorious time--"you
see, Floyd, I was going to die in September when papa came. Oh, I felt
so tired I wanted just to go to sleep. But papa came, took me in his
arms and held me there. Whenever I woke up, there he was, his strong
arms holding me tight. He wouldn't let me go, you know, so I couldn't
die. I couldn't have lived for grandpa: I knew that he would die too,
and that perhaps it would all be best."
"But now you are getting strong," I said: "your cheeks are quite rosy
now."
"Oh yes," she answered. "I like to live now. I love you so dearly,
Floyd, and I have such good times."
I loved her dearly too, after a boy's fashion. It was easy for me to
talk to her, and I told her many things that lay near my heart and far
from my tongue--much about my mother and my worship of her--about our
home and its surroundings--about my father and my brother Frank, and
my grief when they died. I had never expected to tell any one these
memories, but I told them all to Helen.
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