Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, September, 1878Various
Science
Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, September, 1878
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
It was a lovely, quiet Christmas-time. Outside, the winter seas roared
and great masses of ice covered the rocks and bound the shore: heavy
snows fell and the winds whistled cold. But inside, everything went on
in a still, blessed fashion that only comes when people love one
another, and in a stately, comfortable fashion that is only at command
in rich houses where all stores of state and comfort are opened with a
golden key. The greenhouses were in their perfection now: there were
many of them of various temperatures, but all opening from one into the
other. Mr. Floyd and I were walking one day where the oranges, lemons
and cedrats were ripening in different degrees of maturity: they seemed
to blossom and yield as freely as if in their native climates, and our
favorite walk was there these chilly winter afternoons; for Mr. Floyd,
always a shiverer, of late found every place except the tropical
atmosphere of a greenhouse too cold for him. My mother had been with us
picking a few orange-blossoms. My guardian had taken one little spray
and put it against her hair, sighing meanwhile, although he was smiling.
"No orange-blossoms for my white hair," said she, laughing and flushing.
"They are for the dark curls of a young girl."
"Oh, youth! youth! youth!" he exclaimed half bitterly.
"Dear friend," said she very calmly and sweetly, "youth is only so
beautiful when we have lost it. Middle life is stronger, pleasanter,
nobler."
"I might cry for middle life too," Mr. Floyd said lightly, "for I have
lost that as well as youth. I am an old man: I have no to-morrows. Carry
your orange-blossoms away, Mary: their perfume is too strong for me."
I had listened dreamily, without taking much meaning from their words.
My mother went on into the next conservatory and picked roses and
camellias, and Mr. Floyd watched her, shivered, and, passing his arm
within mine, walked back into the first greenhouse, among the bristling
cactuses and broad, silky-leaved bananas.
"As soon as you are free from college, Floyd," said he, "you and I will
go to Europe; that is, if I am alive. The doctors say travel is good for
me--occupation without fever, interest without personal emotion. Yes, a
year from July we will set out, and if Helen can go with us, she and
your mother shall be our companions."
"And how about your position at Washington?"
"After the fourth of March I shall never hold office again. I suppose
that is what is killing me: I have worked too hard and abused my
strength a little."
I looked into his face. I was almost as tall as he now, and Mr. Floyd
had always been a head above other men. I put my hand on his shoulder
and looked steadily into his face.
"I wish you would tell me, sir," said I, "what you mean when you say
these things. Are you really ill? Your allusions to your state of health
are so painful to me, and to my mother too."
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