Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, November, 1880Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, November, 1880
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
"So wore on the daylight hours. Dusk came early, and after the lamps
were lit first one and then the other of my girls wrapped herself in
her shawl, and cuddling together on one seat with the head of each on
the other's shoulders, they both dropped asleep. He and I were now
sitting side by side. For a long time neither spoke. I persistently
stared out of the window at the flying landscape, almost invisible now
in the increasing darkness; but I could feel, though I did not even
glance at him, that he had turned in his seat, his elbow resting on
the back of it, his cheek on his hand and his eyes on me. At length
he bent over toward me, and in so low a tone of voice that the girls
could scarce have heard it had they been awake he whispered, 'Will you
permit me to say a few words to you?'
"'I have no objection,' I answered coldly--'always with the proviso
that what you have to say to me is something which it will be no
derogation of my dignity as a mother of grown daughters to hear.'
"'Could you, madam, for a moment believe me capable of saying anything
unworthy you, unworthy myself?' he exclaimed reproachfully. 'Oh no:
I do not think I have given you any cause to believe me other than a
gentleman. I am not in search of a love-affair, believe me, nor have I
hitherto been considered as at all of an impressionable nature. I am
perhaps not quite so young as I look, and certainly the opportunity of
meeting beautiful and fascinating women has not been lacking to me.
I know scores of such, and still I have borne hitherto an unoccupied
heart. Now, I -- But I am tongue-tied: I fear to give offence. I know
very well you would not let me tell you that you have inspired in me
one of those passions which, born in an instant, often shape a whole
destiny--that I love you as fondly as a man ever loved a woman. No,
no, do not stop me. I say that I do _not_ make such assertions, because
I know you would not allow me; but there is one thing I will make bold
to do--one favor I must crave at your hands. Will you grant it?'
"'What is it?'
"'This: that you will let me count myself among your friends. Give me
that foothold, and something I feel here in my innermost heart tells
me that by it I may lift myself to a niche in yours which no other man
now fills. Let time try the sincerity of what I say. All I ask of you
is that if I ever come to Hurville (as I surely shall if I'm alive),
you will allow me to call upon you merely as a friend: I ask no more.'
"'Are you sincere in this wish?'
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