Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, November, 1880Various
History
Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, November, 1880
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
It was the Ideal of her Yearning Soul. "Never till I meet a Being like
this will I give my heart," she had said, now these many years. Once
she thought she had met that Being: it was the natty clerk who sold her
calico and clothes-pins at Mansfield. But when that mercenary Hylas
married a Baysville widow with money she wept a while, and then saw
clearly through her tears that the deceiver looked not in the least
like a Being, but only like a very commonplace man. Once again it was
an artist who had boarded with them a summer, and whose red hair fell
over his rosy brow in a manner that indicated a possible Being. But it
turned out that this artist was married and the father of a thriving
family; whereupon he too faded out of Roberta Editha's ideal world into
the prosaic region where are not Beings, but only men and women. After
that it was several artists, all of whom in turn had died, under some
blight, out from the thoughts of the burnt-umber maiden. Latterly she
had been bending soulful eyes upon Ben Shaw, sure that at last in his
lineaments she could trace the adored image. Ben's eyes were neither
miraculously large nor superlatively dark: neither had he a small mouth
with downward curves. He was blond and robust, inclined to be rather
high-colored, especially after dinner, which proved his digestion
defective or that appetite outran it; but, setting such little
discrepancies aside, she was sure her Ideal was there.
But while Roberta Editha described Annie Deane's airy manners in such
unflattering terms, it is more than probable that Ben Shaw would be
saying to the latter at that very moment, "Never lose your youthful
nature, and always preserve your young ways, Annie: they are your
greatest charm." For this was a habit with Ben Shaw.
She was smiling and bridling now as she wrote by the seaward window,
although she must have known that nothing could see her save that
turquoise crescent of sea, the blue arch of the sky and the swaying
rose-globes and leaves that shadowed her paper. She could not even
dip her pen into the ink like anybody else, but must needs poise over
it for a breezy instant, just as a humming-bird flutters over honeyed
flowers.
She had just written these words: "Truly, mamma dear, he has never said
a word of love to me, and yet, strange as it may seem, I am as sure
that he loves me as--"
A voice called up from the southern-wood thicket under her window,
where somebody, rubicund with stooping, was picking burdock-burrs from
off his trousers' legs, "Miss Deane, will you go with me to see the
sunset from Castle Rock? We can be home in time for supper."
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