Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, October, 1880Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 26, October, 1880
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Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
"DEAR MR. PUTNAM: You must forgive me for running away from you
the other evening: I am right--am I not?--in supposing that you
saw and recognized me. It was rude in me not to wait for you,
but I had not courage to talk with any one just then. Perhaps I
should have seen you before at the cemetery--if you still walk
there--but I have been sick and have not been there for a long
time. I was only out for the first time when I saw you last
Friday. My aunt has sent for me, and I am going South in a few
days. I shall leave directions to have this posted to you as
soon as I am gone.
"I promised to be here when you came back, and I write this to
thank you for your kind interest in me and to explain why I go
away without seeing you again. I think that I know what you
wanted to ask me that day that we went to the green-house, and
perhaps under happier circumstances I could have given you the
answer which you wished. But I have seen so much sorrow, and I
am of such a gloomy disposition, that I am not fit for cheerful
society, and I know you would regret your choice.
"I shall think very often and very gratefully of you, and shall
not forget the words on that little German baby's gravestone.
Good-bye.
"IMOGEN PINCKNEY."
Putnam felt stunned and benumbed on first reading this letter. Then he
read it over mechanically two or three times. The date was a month old,
but the postmark showed that it had just been mailed. She must have
postponed her departure somewhat after writing it, or the person with
whom it had been left had neglected to post it till now. He felt a
sudden oppression and need of air, and taking his hat left the house. It
was evening, and the first snow of the season lay deep on the ground.
Anger and grief divided his heart. "It's too bad! too bad!" he murmured,
with tears in his eyes: "she might have given me one chance to speak.
She hasn't been fair to me. What's the matter with her, anyhow? She has
brooded and brooded till she is downright melancholy-mad;" and then,
with a revulsion of feeling, "My poor darling girl! Here she has been,
sick and all alone, sitting day after day in that cursed graveyard. I
ought never to have gone to the mountains: I ought to have stayed. I
might have known how it would turn out. Well, it's all over now, I
suppose."
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