Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 11, No. 23, February, 1873Various
Science
Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 11, No. 23, February, 1873
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
I had imagined him gifted with wonderful self-control, but when I
looked up from my work all color had faded from his cheeks, the lips
seemed ready to yield the little blood left there by the clinch of the
white-teeth upon them, while every muscle of the face quivered with
spasmodic effort to control emotion. When the eyes were opened and
fixed on the ceiling, I saw no trace in them of anger, revenge, or
even of wounded pride. They were full of tears, ready to gush in one
last flood-tide of feeling over a subdued, chastened, but breaking
heart.
It was very evident that my treatment was not adding much comfort to
my patient, however salutary it might prove in the end. I knew of his
intention to leave the next day: there was little time left me to aid
him, and I had come to regard the unknown woman's mysterious nature or
strategic warfare as pitted against my superior penetration. That
he might be victorious she must be vanquished. _She_ was, then, my
antagonist.
The deepening twilight was producing chilliness. I flooded the room
with brilliant light, stirred the grate into glowing warmth, and
invited him to a seat near the fire.
"You will not leave me, will you? This may be--_it will be_--my last
demand on you as a confidante. How is the bouquet progressing?" he
asked.
"See," I said, holding my embroidery up before me: "we must hurry. I
have but one more tendril to add."
"Tendrils are clinging things, like hope, are they not?" he said
pensively.
But sentimentalizing was not the business of the hour, and I intimated
as much to him. "Yes," I replied, "but hope must now give place to
effort. I see you are not going to take my 'give-her-up' advice."
"No--only from her who has the right to give it."
I now considered my patient out of danger.
"Then why do you torture yourself longer with doubts? Perhaps your
irresolution has caused a want of confidence in the strength of
your affection. At least give her an opportunity to define her true
position toward you. Beard the lions of indifference and friendship in
their dens, and do not yield to unmanly cowardice. Strange that I have
given you the counsel last which should have been given first! But do
not, I beseech you, lose any time in seeking her. Assure her of your
long and unwavering devotion. Constancy is the most valued word in a
true woman's vocabulary. You have staked too much happiness to lose:
you _must_ win."
"And if I lose," he said--holding up something before him which I
took to be a picture, though it was in the shape of a heart--"and if
I lose, then perish all of earth to me. But leave me only this, and
should I hold you thus, and gaze on what I have first and last and
only loved until this perishable material on which I have placed you
turn to dust, still will you be graven on a heart whose deathless love
can know no death; for a thing so holy as the love I bear you was not
made to die."
My work--now my completed work--dropped beneath my fingers, for the
last stitch was taken.
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