Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 17, No. 101, May, 1876Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 17, No. 101, May, 1876
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Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
She was silent for a moment. "I do love you," she said in her quiet,
intense way. "I do not talk--you know that--but if I could make you
happy by dying for you I would. I love you--oh, I cannot say how much!
I seem to love God and all the saints, the sun and the flowers, Spain,
our Holy Mother and mamma in you. You are life to me. I seem to have
loved you all my life under another name. When you are with me I have
no more pain or fear left. You are myself--more than myself to me."
"My darling! and you to me!" cried Edgar.
But his voice, though sweet and tender, had not the passionate ring of
hers, and his face, though full of the man's bolder love, had not
the intensity which made her so beautiful, so sublime. It was all the
difference between the experience which knew the whole thing by
heart, and which cared for itself more than for the beloved, and the
wholeness, the ecstasy, of the first and only love born of a nature
single, simple and concentrated.
Adelaide, watching and listening behind the broken wall, saw and heard
it all. Her head was on fire, her heart had sunk like lead; she could
not stay any longer assisting thus at the ruin of her life's great
hope; she had already stayed too long. As she stole noiselessly away,
her white dress passing a distant opening looked ghastly, seen through
the rising mist which the young moon faintly silvered,
"What is that?" cried Leam, a look of terror on her pale face as she
rapidly crossed herself. "It is the Evil Sign."
"No," laughed Edgar, profiting by the moment to take her in his
arms, judging that if she was frightened she would be willing to feel
sheltered. "It is only one of the ladies passing to go down. Perhaps
it is Adelaide Birkett: I think it was."
"And that would be an evil sign in itself," said Leam, still
shuddering. And yet how safe she felt with his arms about her like
this!
"Poor dear Addy! why should she be an ill omen to you, you dear little
fluttering, frightened dove?"
"She hates me--always has, so long as I can remember her," answered
Leam. "And you are her friend," she added.
"Her friend, yes, but not her lover, as I am yours--not her future
husband," said Edgar.
Leam's hand touched his softly, with a touch that was as fleeting and
subtle as her smile.
"A friend is not a wife, you know," he continued. "And you are to be
my wife, my own dear and beloved little wife--always with me, never
parted again."
"Never parted again! Ah, I shall never be unhappy then," she murmured.
A flash of summer lightning broke through the pale faint moonlight and
lighted up the old gray towers with a lurid glow.
Leam was not usually frightened at lightning, but now, perhaps because
her whole being was overwrought and strung, she started and crouched
down with a sense of awe strangely unlike her usual self.
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