List, Ye Landsmen! A Romance of IncidentRussell, William Clark
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List, Ye Landsmen! A Romance of Incident
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
I put my cheek to the dog’s face. “I am glad to have your wishes,” said
I. “Should you be taken before we get home I shall know what to do, if I
outlive you.” He feebly smiled.
“Oh, but the risks of the sea are many--_we_ know that. A man goes with
his life in one hand. You are far from dead yet. It is I who may be the
dying man.”
“I wish there was a priest on board to settle my doubts,” said he,
scarcely above a whisper, and now his eyes began to look strangely
again.
“What are your doubts?”
“Is there a hell, Fielding?”
“Not for sailors, captain.”
He steadied his eyes, and smiled with an odd parting of his lips, that
was like the first of a gape.
“Not for sailors, sir,” said I. “Hell is here for them. There can’t be
two hells for the same man.”
“I’d like to think that,” said he. “I am afraid of going to hell. I’ve
been afraid of dying ever since they put the notion of the devil into my
head. I told ye just now I wasn’t afraid of death. Nor am I, when I
forget the devil. I forgot him then. Now he’s back again. Give me some
water and open the scuttle--it’s grown blasted hot, hasn’t it?”
He sat up on a sudden, and immediately afterward sank back. Again I gave
him to drink, and opened the scuttle as he desired.
He now rambled. Some of his imaginations were wild and striking. They
even struck an awe into me, though perhaps much of their impressiveness
lay in their falling from dying lips. His poor head ran on religion--and
sometimes he was to be saved, and sometimes he was to be damned; and
then he would forget, and babble about what he meant to do when he got
home; how so much of his money would go in giving clothes and food to
the poor, and how he’d collect many kinds of animals and use them well,
fearing them, for who was to tell what souls of men they contained; and
there might be a human sorrow in the bleat of a goat, and a man’s
passion in the silence of a suffering horse.
I cannot tell you what he talked about. It matters not. Yet one strange
thing that happened this evening let me note. It was this: he had sunk
into silence, and I was about to quit his cabin for the deck. He had
been talking very wildly, and sometimes, to my young, green,
superstitious mind, almost terrifyingly; then had fallen still all in a
moment, his eyes closed, his lips shut. I stooped to look at him, then
turned to go, as I have said. My hand was on the door, when I heard his
voice:
“Fielding, will ye sing?”
I went back wondering, and asked him what he said.
“Will ye sing?” he exclaimed.
I supposed this a part of his sad, dying nonsense, yet, to humor him,
answered:
“I will sing for you, captain.”
“Sing me ‘Tom Bowling,’” said he.
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