American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Mabel’s eyes seemed to glance inward, and she made no reply. She
honestly believed she had never knowingly encouraged a man to become her
victim; yet she had heard of men doing very silly things when they
thought themselves disappointed in love. She cast a look of timid
inquiry at her host.
“Oh, perfectly safe, if you like,” said the general. “The fellow is at
the door, and several of our guests are in the hall.”
Miss Fewne looked serious, and hurried to the door. She saw a man in
shabby clothing and with unkempt beard and hair, yet with a not
unpleasing expression.
“Madame,” said he, “I’m a loafer, but I’ve been a gentleman, and I know
better than to intrude without a good cause. The cause is a dying man.
He’s as rough and worthless as I am, but all the roughness has gone out
of him, just now, and he’s thinking about his mother and a sweetheart he
used to have. He wants some one to pray for him—some one as unlike
himself and his associates as possible. He cried for his mother—then he
whispered to me that he had seen, here in Smithton, a lady that looked
like an angel—seen her driving only to-day. He meant you. He isn’t
pretty; but, when a _dying_ man says a lady is an angel, he means what
he says.”
Two or three moments later Miss Fewne, with a very pale face, and with
her brother-in-law as escort, was following Brownie. The door of the
saloon was thrown open, and when the Enders saw who was following
Brownie they cowered and fell back as if a sheriff with his _posse_ had
appeared. The lady looked quickly about her, until her eye rested upon
the figure of the wounded man; him she approached, and as she looked
down her lip began to tremble.
“I didn’t mean it,” whispered Baggs, self-depreciation and pain striving
for the possession of his face. “If I hadn’t have been a-goin’, I
shouldn’t have thought of such a thing, but dyin’ takes away one’s
reg’lar senses. It’s not my fault, ma’am, but when I thought about what
mother used to say about heaven, _you_ came into my mind. I felt as if I
was insultin’ you just by thinkin’ about you—a feller such as me to be
thinking about such a lady. I tried to see mother an’ Liz, my sweetheart
that was, just as I’ve seen ’em when my eyes was shut, but I couldn’t
see nothin’ but you, the way you looked goin’ along that road and makin’
the End look bright. I’d shoot myself for the imperdence of the thing if
I was goin’ to get well again, but I ain’t. Ther needs to be a word said
for me by somebody—somebody that don’t chaw, nor drink, nor
swear—somebody that’ll catch God’s eye if He happens to be lookin’
down—and I never saw that kind of a person in Smithton till to-day.”
Mabel stood speechless, with a tear in each eye.
“Don’t, if you don’t think best,” continued Baggs. “I’d rather go to—to
t’other place than bother a lady. Don’t speak a word, if you don’t want
to; but mebbe you’ll _think_ the least thing? God _can’t_ refuse _you_.
But if you think t’other place is best for me, all right.”
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