Little Journeys to the Homes of the Great - Volume 05: Little Journeys to the Homes of English AuthorsHubbard, Elbert
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Little Journeys to the Homes of the Great - Volume 05: Little Journeys to the Homes of English Authors
Hubbard, Elbert
Authors, English -- Homes and haunts -- Great Britain; English literature -- History and criticism
And so it went—he pooh-poohed my heroes; and I scorned the friend he
wished to find at the University, smiled patronizingly on the Scott
monument, and said, "hoot mon" at the idea of buying a plaid rug in
Princess Street.
All this was many years ago; since then I have been very cautious about
entering into any Anglo-American alliances. Yet to travel alone often
seems to be dropping something out of your life. When the voyage is rough,
the weather bad and the fare below par, my spirits always rise. I say to
myself: "My son, this is certainly tough—but who cares! We can stand it,
we have had this way right along year after year—but just imagine your
plight if there were some one in your charge expecting a good time!"
Then I drink to Boreas and all the fiends of Gehenna, and am supremely
content.
But suppose the night is resplendent with stars, the waves tremulous with
reflected beauty, and as the great ship goes gliding across the
deep—proud, strong and tireless—there come to you thoughts sublime and
emotions such as Wagner knew when he wrote the "Pilgrims' Chorus."
But you are not happy, simply because you want to tell some one how happy
you are. What is the starlight for, save to call some one's attention to,
or the phosphorescent sheen except to be pointed out and enjoyed by two?
Exquisite beauty, as revealed in music, painting, sculpture or beautiful
scenery, affects me at times to tears; and there always comes creeping
into my life a profound sadness, a dread homesickness, to think that in
this wealth of peace and joy I am alone—alone.
Can you stand by yourself on a hillside and look across a beautiful little
lake to the woods beyond; or walk through a pine-forest, where the needles
sink as a carpet beneath your feet, and the air is full of the pungent
odor of the pine, and the gently swaying tree-tops overhead croon you a
lullaby—can you enjoy all this without an exquisite melancholy, and a
joy that hurts, piercing your soul? It's homesickness, that's all; you
want to go home and tell some one how happy you are. Give me solitude,
sweet solitude, but in my solitude give me still one friend to whom I may
murmur, Solitude is sweet.
That about the sea and the forest, the wooded hillside and the little lake
may not be the exact words, but the thought is there just as White Pigeon
expressed it to me that evening when we sat on the mossy bank of the lake
at Grasmere and threw pebbles into the water.
I had come up from Liverpool to Bowness, walked over to Ambleside and
along the lake to Grasmere. My luggage consisted of a comb, a toothbrush
and a stout second-growth East Aurora hickory stick.
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