English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
The Indian chattered on, a ghost among the ghosts of his imagination,
remote as though he were speaking from another world. And Emmy--was
she not as far away, as unattainable? And being remote, she was the
more desirable; being mysterious, she was the more lovely. A more
brutal and experienced man than my Uncle Spencer would have devoted
all his energies to seducing the young woman, knowing that after a
time the satisfaction of his physical desire would probably make him
cease to take any interest in her soul or her history. But physical
possession was the last thing my Uncle Spencer thought of, and his love
had taken the form of an immense desire for the impossible union, not
of bodies, but of minds and lives. True, what he had so far learned
about her mind and history was not particularly encouraging. But for
my Uncle Spencer her silliness, love of pleasure, and frivolity were
strange and mysterious qualities--for he had known few women in his
life and none, before, like Emmy Wendle--rather lovely still in their
unfamiliarity, and if recognised as at all bad, excused as being the
symptoms of a charming childishness and an unfortunate upbringing. Her
solicitude, that first day, about poor Alphonse convinced him that she
was fundamentally good-hearted; and if she had proved herself cruel
since then towards himself, that was more by mistake and because of
surrounding bad influences than from natural malignity. And, then,
there was the way in which she sang the “Brabançonne.” It was noble,
it was moving. To be able to sing like that one must have a fine and
beautiful character. In thinking like this, my Uncle Spencer was
forgetting that no characteristic is incompatible with any other, that
any deadly sin may be found in company with any cardinal virtue, even
the apparently contradictory virtue. But unfortunately that is the
kind of wisdom which one invariably forgets precisely at the moment
when it might be of use to one. One learns it almost in the cradle; at
any rate, I remember at my preparatory school reading, in Professor
Oman’s _Shorter History of England_, of “the heroic though profligate
Duke of Ormond,” and of a great English king who was none the less, “a
stuttering, lolling pedant with a tongue too big for his mouth.” But
though one knows well enough in theory that a duke can be licentious
as well as brave, that majestic wisdom may be combined with pedantry
and defective speech, yet in practice one continues to believe that
an attractive woman is kind because she is charming, and virtuous
because she rejects your first advances; without reflecting that the
grace of her manner may thinly conceal an unyielding ruthlessness and
selfishness, while the coyness in face of insistence may be a mere
device for still more completely ensnaring the victim. It is only in
the presence of unsympathetic persons that we remember that the most
odious actions are compatible with the most genuinely noble sentiments,
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