English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“But after all,” he had said earnestly that first evening, “one has the
world of thought to live in. That, at any rate, is simple and clear and
beautiful. One can always live apart from the brutal scramble.”
And from the depths of the arm-chair in which, fragile, tired, and in
these rather “artistic” surroundings almost incongruously elegant, she
was sitting, Helen Glamber laughed her clear little laugh. “I think,
on the contrary,” she said (Minnie remembered every incident of that
first evening), “I think one ought to rush about and know thousands
of people, and eat and drink enormously, and make love incessantly,
and shout and laugh and knock people over the head.” And having vented
these Rabelaisian sentiments, Mrs. Glamber dropped back with a sigh
of fatigue, covering her eyes with a thin white hand; for she had a
splitting headache, and the light hurt her.
“Really!” Minnie protested, laughing. She would have felt rather
shocked if any one else had said that; but Helen Glamber was allowed to
say anything.
Hubert reaffirmed his quietism. Elegant, weary, infinitely fragile,
Mrs. Glamber lay back in her arm-chair, listening. Or perhaps, under
her covering hand, she was trying to go to sleep.
She had adored him at first sight. Now that she looked back she
could see that it had been at first sight. Adored him protectively,
maternally--for he was only twenty and very young, in spite of the
wrinkle between his brows, and the long words, and the undergraduate’s
newly discovered knowledge; only twenty, and she was nearly
twenty-nine. And she had fallen in love with his beauty, too. Ah,
passionately.
Hubert, perceiving it later, was surprised and exceedingly flattered.
This had never happened to him before. He enjoyed being worshipped,
and since Minnie had fallen so violently in love with him, it seemed
the most natural thing in the world for him to be in love with Minnie.
True, if she had not started by adoring him, it would never have
occurred to Hubert to fall in love with her. At their first meeting
he had found her certainly very nice, but not particularly exciting.
Afterwards, the manifest expression of her adoration had made him find
her more interesting, and in the end he had fallen in love himself. But
perhaps it was not to be wondered at if he found the process a little
disappointing.
But still, he reflected on those secret occasions when he had to admit
to himself that something was wrong with this passion, love without
possession could never, surely, in the nature of things, be quite the
genuine article. In his diary he recorded aptly those two quatrains of
John Donne:
“So must pure lovers’ souls descend
To affections and to faculties,
Which sense may reach and apprehend,
Else a great prince in prison lies.
To our bodies turn we then, that so
Weak men on love revealed may look;
Love’s mysteries in souls do grow,
But yet the body is his book.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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