England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Leave the room. No! come back. Have you any excuse to make?"
"None, my lady."
"Your insolence is intolerable! I shall speak to the General."
The sound of the closing door followed.
I knew now what the smiles meant on the false faces of those
women-friends of mine who had met me in the park. An ordinary man, in
Michael's place, would have mentioned my own encouragement of him as
a sufficient excuse. _He_, with the inbred delicacy and reticence of a
gentleman, had taken all the blame on himself. Indignant and ashamed,
I advanced to the breakfast-room, bent on instantly justifying him.
Drawing aside the curtain, I was startled by a sound as of a person
sobbing. I cautiously looked in. Lady Claudia was prostrate on the sofa,
hiding her face in her hands, in a passion of tears.
I withdrew, completely bewildered. The extraordinary contradictions in
my aunt's conduct were not at an end yet. Later in the day, I went to my
uncle, resolved to set Michael right in _his_ estimation, and to leave
him to speak to Lady Claudia. The General was in the lowest spirits; he
shook his head ominously the moment. I mentioned the groom's name. "I
dare say the man meant no harm--but the thing has been observed. I can't
have you made the subject of scandal, Mina. My wife makes a point of
it--Michael must go.
"You don't mean to say that she has insisted on your sending Michael
away?"
Before he could answer me, a footman appeared with a message. "My lady
wishes to see you, sir."
The General rose directly. My curiosity had got, by this time, beyond
all restraint. I was actually indelicate enough to ask if I might go
with him! He stared at me, as well he might. I persisted; I said I
particularly wished to see Lady Claudia. My uncle's punctilious good
breeding still resisted me. "Your aunt may wish to speak to me in
private," he said. "Wait a moment, and I will send for you."
I was incapable of waiting: my obstinacy was something superhuman. The
bare idea that Michael might lose his place, through my fault, made me
desperate, I suppose. "I won't trouble you to send for me," I persisted;
"I will go with you at once as far as the door, and wait to hear if I
may come in." The footman was still present, holding the door open; the
General gave way. I kept so close behind him that my aunt saw me as
her husband entered the room. "Come in, Mina," she said, speaking and
looking like the charming Lady Claudia of everyday life. Was this the
woman whom I had seen crying her heart out on the sofa hardly an hour
ago?
"On second thoughts," she continued, turning to the General, "I fear
I may have been a little hasty. Pardon me for troubling you about it
again--have you spoken to Michael yet? No? Then let us err on the side
of kindness; let us look over his misconduct this time."
My uncle was evidently relieved. I seized the opportunity of making my
confession, and taking the whole blame on myself. Lady Claudia stopped
me with the perfect grace of which she was mistress.
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