England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Is it your wish," he went on, "that I should pay you no more visits
except in Captain Stanwick's company, or by Captain Stanwick's express
permission?"
My astonishment deprived me for the moment of the power of answering
him. "Do you really mean that Captain Stanwick has forbidden you to call
on me?" I asked as soon as I could speak.
"I have exactly repeated what Captain Stanwick said to me half an hour
since," Lionel Varleigh answered.
In my indignation at hearing this, I entirely forgot the rash words of
encouragement which the Captain had entrapped me into speaking to him.
When I think of it now, I am ashamed to repeat the language in which I
resented this man's presumptuous assertion of authority over me. Having
committed one act of indiscretion already, my anxiety to assert my
freedom of action hurried me into committing another. I bade Mr.
Varleigh welcome whenever he chose to visit me, in terms which made
his face flush under the emotions of pleasure and surprise which I had
aroused in him. My wounded vanity acknowledged no restraints. I signed
to him to take a seat on the sofa at my side; I engaged to go to
his lodgings the next day, with my aunt, and see the collection of
curiosities which he had amassed in the course of his travels. I almost
believe, if he had tried to kiss me, that I was angry enough with the
Captain to have let him do it!
Remember what my life had been--remember how ignorantly I had passed the
precious days of my youth, how insidiously a sudden accession of wealth
and importance had encouraged my folly and my pride--and try, like good
Christians, to make some allowance for me!
My aunt came in from her walk, before Mr. Varleigh's visit had ended.
She received him rather coldly, and he perceived it. After reminding me
of our appointment for the next day, he took his leave.
"What appointment does Mr. Varleigh mean?" my aunt asked, as soon as we
were alone. "Is it wise, under the circumstances, to make appointments
with Mr. Varleigh?" she said, when I had answered her question. I
naturally inquired what she meant. My aunt replied, "I have met Captain
Stanwick while I was out walking. He has told me something which I am
quite at a loss to understand. Is it possible, Bertha, that you have
received a proposal of marriage from him favorably, without saying one
word about your intentions to me?"
I instantly denied it. However rashly I might have spoken, I had
certainly said nothing to justify Captain Stanwick in claiming me as his
promised wife. In his mean fear of a fair rivalry with Mr. Varleigh, he
had deliberately misinterpreted me. "If I marry either of the two," I
said, "it will be Mr. Varleigh!"
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