England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"He devoted himself to the reading of old books, treating (as I was
told) of that branch of useless knowledge generally described as 'occult
science.' These unwholesome studies so absorbed him, that he remained
shut up in his badly ventilated chambers for weeks together, without
once breathing the outer air even for a few minutes. Such defiance of
the ordinary laws of nature as this could end but in one way; his health
steadily declined and feverish symptoms showed themselves. The doctor
said plainly, 'There is no chance for him if he stays in this place.'
"Once more he refused to be removed to my London house. The development
of the fever, he reminded me, might lead to consequences dangerous to me
and to my household. He had heard of one of the great London hospitals,
which reserved certain rooms for the occupation of persons capable of
paying for the medical care bestowed on them. If he were to be removed
at all, to that hospital he would go. Many advantages, and no objections
of importance, were presented by this course of proceeding. We conveyed
him to the hospital without a moment's loss of time.
"When I think of the dreadful illness that followed, and when I recall
the days of unrelieved suspense passed at the bedside, I have not
courage enough to dwell on this part of my story. Besides, you know
already that Beaucourt recovered--or, as I might more correctly describe
it, that he was snatched back to life when the grasp of death was on
him. Of this happier period of his illness I have something to say which
may surprise and interest you.
"On one of the earlier days of his convalescence my visit to him was
paid later than usual. A matter of importance, neglected while he was
in danger, had obliged me to leave town for a few days, after there was
nothing to be feared. Returning, I had missed the train which would have
brought me to London in better time.
"My appearance evidently produced in Beaucourt a keen feeling of
relief. He requested the day nurse, waiting in the room, to leave us by
ourselves.
"'I was afraid you might not have come to me to-day,' he said. 'My last
moments would have been imbittered, my friend, by your absence.'
"'Are you anticipating your death,' I asked, 'at the very time when the
doctors answer for your life?'
"'The doctors have not seen her,' he said; 'I saw her last night.'
"'Of whom are you speaking?'
"'Of my lost angel, who perished miserably in New Zealand. Twice her
spirit has appeared to me. I shall see her for the third time, tonight;
I shall follow her to the better world.'
"Had the delirium of the worst time of the fever taken possession of him
again? In unutterable dread of a relapse, I took his hand. The skin was
cool. I laid my fingers on his pulse. It was beating calmly.
"'You think I am wandering in my mind,' he broke out. 'Stay here
tonight--I command you, stay!--and see her as I have seen her.'
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