England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I must ask it. Some of them send flowers, and some of them send
jewels; and every one of them writes letters--infamous, abominable
letters--saying they are in love with me, and asking for appointments as
if I was--"
She could say no more. Poor dear Jeanne--her head dropped on
my shoulder; she burst out crying. Who could see her so cruelly
humiliated--the faithful loving daughter, whose one motive for appearing
on the stage had been to preserve her father's good name--and not feel
for her as I did? I forgot all considerations of prudence; I thought of
nothing but consoling her; I took her in my arms; I dried her tears; I
kissed her; I said, "Tell me the name of any one of the wretches who has
written to you, and I will make him an example to the rest!" She shook
her head, and pointed to the morsels of paper on the floor. "Oh, Ernest,
do you think I asked you to come here for any such purpose as that?
Those jewels, those hateful jewels, tell me how I can send them back!
spare me the sight of them!"
So far it was easy to console her. I sent the jewels at once to the
manager of the theater--with a written notice to be posted at the stage
door, stating that they were waiting to be returned to the persons who
could describe them.
"Try, my dear, to forget what has happened," I said. "Try to find
consolation and encouragement in your art."
"I have lost all interest in my success on the stage," she answered,
"now I know the penalty I must pay for it. When my father's memory
is clear of reproach, I shall leave the theater never to return to it
again."
"Take time to consider, Jeanne."
"I will do anything you ask of me."
For a while we were silent. Without any influence to lead to it that I
could trace, I found myself recalling the language that the Princess had
used in alluding to Jeanne. When I thought of them now, the words and
the tone in which they had been spoken jarred on me. There is surely
something mean in an assertion of superiority which depends on nothing
better than the accident of birth. I don't know why I took Jeanne's
hand; I don't know why I said, "What a good girl you are! how glad I
am to have been of some little use to you!" Is my friend the secretary
right, when he reproaches me with acting on impulse, like a woman? I
don't like to think so; and yet, this I must own--it was well for me
that I was obliged to leave her, before I had perhaps said other words
which might have been alike unworthy of Jeanne, of the Princess, and of
myself. I was called away to speak to my servant. He brought with him
the secretary's card, having a line written on it: "I am waiting at your
rooms, on business which permits of no delay."
As we shook hands, Jeanne asked me if I knew where her uncle was. I
could only tell her that he had left me at my own door. She made no
remark; but she seemed to be uneasy on receiving that reply.
X.
WHEN I arrived at my rooms, my colleague hurried to meet me the moment I
opened the door.
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