England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"At my age, I can with perfect propriety assure you that I regard our
marriage simply and solely as a formality which we must fulfill, if I am
to carry out my intention of standing between you and ruin.
"Therefore--if the missing ship appears in time, the only reason for the
marriage is at an end. We shall be as good friends as ever; without the
encumbrance of a formal tie to bind us.
"In the other event, I should ask you to submit to certain restrictions
which, remembering my position, you will understand and excuse.
"We are to live together, it is unnecessary to say, as mother and son.
The marriage ceremony is to be strictly private; and you are so to
arrange your affairs that, immediately afterward, we leave England for
any foreign place which you prefer. Some of my friends, and (perhaps)
some of your friends, will certainly misinterpret our motives--if we
stay in our own country--in a manner which would be unendurable to a
woman like me.
"As to our future lives, I have the most perfect confidence in you, and
I should leave you in the same position of independence which you occupy
now. When you wish for my company you will always be welcome. At other
times, you are your own master. I live on my side of the house, and you
live on yours--and I am to be allowed my hours of solitude every day, in
the pursuit of musical occupations, which have been happily associated
with all my past life and which I trust confidently to your indulgence.
"A last word, to remind you of what you may be too kind to think of
yourself.
"At my age, you cannot, in the course of Nature, be troubled by the
society of a grateful old woman for many years. You are young enough to
look forward to another marriage, which shall be something more than
a mere form. Even if you meet with the happy woman in my lifetime,
honestly tell me of it--and I promise to tell her that she has only to
wait.
"In the meantime, don't think, because I write composedly, that I write
heartlessly. You pleased and interested me, when I first saw you, at the
public meeting. I don't think I could have proposed, what you call this
sacrifice of myself, to a man who had personally repelled me--though I
might have felt my debt of gratitude as sincerely as ever. Whether your
ship is saved, or whether your ship is lost, old Mary Callender likes
you--and owns it without false shame.
"Let me have your answer this evening, either personally or by
letter--whichever you like best."
VIII.
MRS. CALLENDER received a written answer long before the evening. It
said much in few words:
"A man impenetrable to kindness might be able to resist your letter. I
am not that man. Your great heart has conquered me."
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