Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegeeMiller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Philosophy
Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
Miller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels
“It is no wonder I fell in love with him, he is so handsome, so noble,
so gifted! One could love him just from reading his books,” she said,
sadly, yet with a thrilling consciousness of Norman’s dark, magnetic
eyes. “But with him it is different. He could never think of loving me.
Besides, he can have no faith in women. The Hintons have told me that
he was separated from his wife because she was false to him. Is that
why he looks so grave and sad, I wonder? Perhaps he loved her so well
that he can never love another, now that she is dead.”
A sudden pity filled her heart for the man whose life had been so
cruelly wrecked by a woman’s falsity.
“I wish I could comfort him. I wish I were really his little sister.”
She resolved suddenly that she would not disappoint Norman de Vere, who
had been so kind to her, who had asked her not to be afraid of him, but
to give him the confidence of a sister.
“I will fight down this too warm love of mine. It will soon die with
no hope to feed on,” she decided. “I will be a sister to him in truth.
It is possible I might be a comfort to him in that way.”
Drooping her face into her white hands, Thea prayed dumbly for strength
and patience--strength to hide her secret of love from Norman de Vere,
and patience to fall into her place as his sister--only his sister,
without daring to hope for anything sweeter or better.
“If I can repay him for his goodness to me by any sacrifice of self,
that happy consciousness shall be sufficient for me,” she vowed; and a
sort of pride came to her that she was conquering so nobly this fatal
passion that had stolen upon her unawares.
But she needed all her strength to meet Norman’s questioning gaze when
she met him again. He had been puzzled by her sudden faintness and
her abrupt departure from the library. Had she been offended by the
interest he had displayed in her? Had she fancied he was falling in
love with her like the rest, and so taken this means to express her
disapprobation? He turned hot and cold at the thought.
“It was most imprudent in me offering her that caress,” he thought. “I
had no right. I can not tell what came over me. I could not resist the
impulse, she was so sweet, so charming, and only a child as compared
with me. Yes, she is only a child to me. If she were more nearly my
equal in age, I should be frightened, fearing it was love I felt for
the beautiful little coquette.”
And when he again met Thea he looked at her with some anxiety.
It was in the drawing-room, just before dinner. Thea never dallied over
her toilet. She came in, as usual, before Mrs. de Vere, and she found
Norman waiting and pretending to be engrossed with a new book.
He looked up eagerly at the entrance of the blue-robed figure, and
their eyes met.
Thea smiled as she accepted the chair he placed for her, and said:
“I hope you will excuse me for leaving you so abruptly this morning. I
had a sudden faintness, and was obliged to seek the fresh air.”
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