Lives of the apostles of Jesus ChristBacon, David Francis
Religion
Lives of the apostles of Jesus Christ
Bacon, David Francis
Apostles
heedless stupidity; and for a short time their wounded pride moved them
to an effort of self-control. A few mutual expostulations in a sleepy
tone, would pass between them;――an effort at conversation perhaps,
about the incidents of the day, and the prospect of coming danger which
their Master seemed to hint;――some wonderings probably, as to what
could thus lead him apart to dark and lonely devotion;――very likely
too, some complaint about the cold;――a shiver――a sneeze,――then a
movement to a warmer attitude, and a wrapping closer in mantles;――then
the conversation languishing, replies coming slower and duller, the
attitude meanwhile declining from the perpendicular to the horizontal,
till at last the most wakeful waits in vain for an answer to one of his
drowsy remarks, and finds himself speaking to deaf ears; and finally
overcome with impatience at them and himself, he sinks down into his
former deep repose, with a half-murmured reproach to his companions
on his lips. In short, as every one knows who has passed through such
efforts, three sleepy men will hardly keep awake the better for each
other’s company; but so far from it, on the contrary, the force of
sympathy will increase the difficulty, and the very sound of drowsy
voices will serve to lull all the sooner into slumber. In the case of
the apostles too, who were mostly men accustomed to an active life, and
who were in the habit of going to bed as soon as it was night, whenever
their business allowed them to rest, all their modes of life served to
hasten the slumbers of men so little inured to self-control of any kind.
These lengthy reasons may serve to excite some considerate sympathy
for the weakness of the apostles, and may serve as an apology for their
repeated drowsiness on solemn occasions; for a first thought on the
subject might suggest to a common man, the irreverent notion, that
those who could slumber at the transfiguration of the Son of God on
Mount Hermon, and at his agony in Gethsemane, must be very sleepy
fellows. On this occasion these causes were sufficient to enchain their
senses, in spite of the repeated exhortations of Jesus, for on his
coming to them the second time, and saying in a warning voice, “Rise
and pray, lest ye enter into temptation; why sleep ye?” they wist not
what to answer him, for their eyes were very heavy, and they slept
for sorrow. Still again he retired about a stone’s throw from them,
as before, and there, prone on the ground, he renewed the strife with
his feelings. Alone and unsympathized with by his friends, did the
Redeemer of men endure the agonies of that hour, yet not wholly alone
nor unsupported; for as Luke assures us, there appeared to him an
angel from heaven, strengthening him. At last the long struggle ceased.
Distant voices coming over the glen through the stillness of the night,
and the glare of torches flashing from the waters of the Kedron through
the shades of the garden, gave him notice that those were near who
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