Lives of the apostles of Jesus ChristBacon, David Francis
Religion
Lives of the apostles of Jesus Christ
Bacon, David Francis
Apostles
fellow-servants, he indignantly and confidently affirmed, “This fellow
also was with him, for he is a Galilean.” And turning to Peter, whom
he had seen in Gethsemane, when engaged at the time of the capture
of Jesus, he imperiously asked him, “Did I not see thee in the garden
with him?” And others, joining in the charge, said decidedly to him,
“Surely thou art one of them also: for thy very speech, thy accent,
unquestionably, betrays thee to be a Galilean.” Peter began at last to
see that his situation was growing quite desperate, and finding that
his distress about his Lord had brought him within a chance of the
same fate, determined to extricate himself by as unscrupulously using
his tongue in his own defense as he had before used his sword for his
Master. Besides, he had already told two flat lies within about three
hours, and it was not for a Galilean in such a pass to hesitate about
one more, even though seconded by a perjury. For he then began to curse
and to swear, saying, “Man, I know not what thou sayest.――I know not
the man of whom ye speak.” And immediately, while he was yet speaking,
the cock crew the second time. At that moment, the Lord turned and
looked upon Peter, and at the same sound the conscience-stricken
disciple turning towards his Lord, met that glance. And what a look!
He who cannot imagine it for himself, cannot conceive it from the ideal
picture of another; but its effect was sufficiently dramatic to impress
the least picturesque imagination. As the Lord turned and looked
upon him, Peter remembered the word of the Lord, how he had said to
him, “Before the cock shall crow twice this night, thou shalt deny me
thrice.” And thinking thereon, he went out, and wept bitterly. Tears of
rebuked conceit,――of self-humbled pride, over fallen glory and sullied
honor,――flowed down his manly cheeks. Where was now the fiery spirit
once in word so ready to brave death, with all the low malice of base
foes, for the sake of Jesus? Where was that unshaken steadiness, that
dauntless energy that once won him from the lips of his Master, when
first his searching eye fell on him, the name of the ROCK,――that name
by which again he had been consecrated as the mighty foundation-ROCK of
the church of God? Was this the chief of the apostles?――the keeper of
the keys of the kingdom of heaven?――binding and loosing on earth what
should be bound or loosed in heaven? Where were the brave, high hopes
of earthly glory to be won under the warlike banners of his kingly
Master? Where was that Master and Lord? The hands of the rude were now
laid on him, in insult and abuse,――his glories broken and faded,――his
power vain for his own rescue from sufferings vastly greater than
those so often relieved by him in others,――his followers dispirited and
scattered,――disowning and casting out as evil the name they had so long
adored. The haughty lords of Judaism were now exulting in their cruel
victory, re-established in their dignity, and strengthened in their
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