before that those named above had assisted me not a little; and there
had not gone from my heart the ardent desire to learn, and the untiring
zeal to be always drawing night and day. There was also of great benefit
to me in those days the competition of my young contemporaries and
companions, who have since become for the most part very excellent in
our art. Nor was it otherwise than a very sharp spur to me to have such
a desire of glory, and to see many who had proved themselves very rare,
and had risen to honour and rank; so that I used to say to myself at
times: "Why should it not be in my power to obtain by assiduous study
and labour some of that grandeur and rank that so many others have
acquired? They, also, were of flesh and bones, as I am."
Urged on, therefore, by so many sharp spurs, and by seeing how much need
my family had of me, I disposed myself never to shrink from any fatigue,
discomfort, vigil, and toil, in order to achieve that end; and, having
thus resolved in my mind, there remained nothing notable at that time in
Rome, or afterwards in Florence, and in other places where I dwelt, that
I did not draw in my youth, and not pictures only, but also sculptures
and architectural works ancient and modern. And besides the proficience
that I made in drawing the vaulting and chapel of Michelagnolo, there
remained nothing of Raffaello, Polidoro, and Baldassarre da Siena, that
I did not likewise draw in company with Francesco Salviati, as has been
told already in his Life. And to the end that each of us might have
drawings of everything, during the day the one would not draw the same
things as the other, but different, and then at night we used to copy
each other's drawings, so as to save time and extend our studies; not to
mention that more often than not we ate our morning meal standing up,
and little at that. After which incredible labour, the first work that
issued from my hands, as from my own forge, was a great picture with
figures large as life, of a Venus with the Graces adorning and
beautifying her, which Cardinal de' Medici caused me to paint; but of
that picture there is no need to speak, because it was the work of a
lad, nor would I touch on it, save that it is dear to me to remember
still these first beginnings and many upward steps of my apprenticeship
in the arts. Enough that that lord and others gave me to believe that
there was in it a certain something of a good beginning and of a lively
and resolute spirit. And since among other things I had made therein to
please my fancy a lustful Satyr who, standing hidden amid some bushes,
was rejoicing and feasting himself on the sight of Venus and the Graces
nude, that so pleased the Cardinal that he had me clothed anew from head
to foot, and then gave orders that I should paint in a larger picture,
likewise in oils, the battle of the Satyrs with the Fauns, Sylvan Gods,
and children, forming a sort of Bacchanal; whereupon, setting to work, I
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