Lives of the Queens of England of the House of Hanover, volume 2 (of 2)Doran, Dr. (John)
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Lives of the Queens of England of the House of Hanover, volume 2 (of 2)
Doran, Dr. (John)
Hanover, House of; Queens -- Great Britain -- Biography
On August the 2nd, the first bulletin issued from Brandenburgh House,
by ‘W. G. Maten, P. Warren, and H. Holland,’ announced that her
Majesty was suffering from internal inflammation and obstruction. Her
sufferings were considerable, but they were borne with resignation;
and she even expressed a cheerful readiness to be gone from a world in
which she had endured more than she had enjoyed. Her own conviction,
from the first, was that her malady would prove fatal. No whisper of
hope appeared to deceive or to cheer her. She was determined, as it
were, that she must die, and she prepared for the worst. Her feelings
were natural to a woman of her disposition and character. She felt
that, despite all solemn protestation, notwithstanding all as solemn
assertion, she had failed in re-establishing the reputation which she
enjoyed during the early years of her residence in this country. The
abandonment of the Bill of Pains and Penalties had not rescued her from
degradation; and the people, who were ready to offer her consolation
as a woman who had been most deeply wronged and outraged, were by
no means so ready to espouse her cause further than this. She had
herself confessed to indiscretions, and when the confession applies
to constant repetition of the offence, the public judgment, even with
nothing more to warrant its exercise, will never be slow to hold her
who acknowledges so much as being guilty of more. In her position, with
a reputation so soiled, and torn, and trodden upon; which could not
be made bright by any declaration (poor indeed) that she was not so
debased as she was declared to be by her adversaries; for a woman so
placed, to die is the sole joy left her, if she has made the peace with
God which can never again exist between her and man. Her few friends
were accustomed to say that in after years her good fame would be
substantiated. After years--alas! Of what use to the drowned sailor
is the favourable wind _after_ shipwreck? Assuredly, her own character
perished more by her own suicidal acts than by the assaults made upon
it by those who were interested in damning it; just as ‘Tom Paine’
himself has said that a writer may destroy his own reputation, which
cannot be affected by the pens of other writers.
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