Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last PushDawson, Coningsby
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Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last Push
Dawson, Coningsby
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
I can’t sleep to-night. It’s nearly one. The candle lights up the mud walls
and makes the other occupants of my dug-out look contorted and grotesque. They
sigh and toss in their dreams. Now an arm is thrown out and a face is turned.
They’ve been through it, all of them, in the past few days. They have a
haggard look. And somewhere in shell-holes, wheatfields, woods, they lie
to-night—those others. Pain no longer touches them—their limbs have ceased to
twitch and their breath is quiet. They have given their all. For them the war
is finished—they can give no more.
Do people at home at all realize what our men are doing and have done? Coarse
men, foulmouthed men—men whose best act in life is their manner in saying
good-bye to it. And then there are the high-principled fellows from whom
ideals are naturally to be expected—whatever we are, we all go out in the same
way and in the same rush of determined glory. We climb the steep ascent of
Heaven through peril, toil, and pain—and at last our spirits are cleansed.
I think continually of the mothers who stand behind these armies of millions.
Mothers just like my mother, with the same hopes and ambitions for their sons.
Poor mothers, they never forget the time when the hands that smite to-day were
too strengthless to do more than grope at the breast. They follow us like
ghosts; I seem to see their thoughts like a grey mist trailing behind and
across our strewn battlefields. When the rain descends upon our dead, it is
their tears that are falling. The whispering of the wheat is like the tiptoe
rustling of approaching women.
Pray for us; we need your prayers—need them more than you think, perhaps. Tuck
us up in our scooped-out holes with your love, the way you used to before we
began to adventure. Above all be proud of us, whether we stand or fall—so
proud that you will not fret. God will let us be little again for you in
Heaven. We shall again reach up our arms to you, relying on your strength. We
shall be afraid and cry out for your comfort. We’re not brave—not brave
naturally; we shall want you in Heaven to tell us we are safe.
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