John Coulson looked at her gravely. He generally treated his young
sister-in-law as a joke, but evidently she wanted to be taken seriously.
"What do you think you would like to be?" he asked gently.
Elizabeth chucked the Vision under the chin, rolled him from side to
side, and kissed each separate dimple in his plump hand before
answering.
"Oh, I don't care. I'd just as soon be one thing as another."
"Well, well," John Coulson's eyes twinkled again. "Have you no
ambition at all, Betsey Bobbett?"
Elizabeth looked across at him, her eyes half-veiled by her long
lashes, in that way she had when she wished to hide her thoughts. The
forced reticence of her childhood had grown to be a fixed habit, and
for all her love for her brother-in-law, which had grown steadily with
the years, she could not confide in him. For Elizabeth had ambitions,
though her aunt would have found it hard to believe in them. They were
quite as radiant as her old dreams of Joan of Arc, though different.
They were such conflicting aspirations, too, that she was puzzled by
them herself. She was filled with vague golden dreams of one day
overturning the world and righting all wrongs, and making all Eppies
rich and Susies happy, and giving all Mother MacAllisters their
rewards. And side by side with these glorious visions lived the
desire, very real and very deep, to be like Estella Raymond and have a
half-dozen boys expiring for love of her. Elizabeth would have died
rather than confess this wish--even to herself. Nevertheless, it was
there, and back of it lay another, still hazy, but also very real, the
ambition to be an Annie and have a John Coulson and a brick house with
white pillars and a Vision lying on a sofa waving ten pink rosebud toes
in one's face. But these were things one would not breathe, so
Elizabeth answered lightly.
"I guess I haven't--much. I think I'd like to teach school--maybe. At
least I'd like it just as well as anything else, but you see I can't,
now."
"My, but you're enthusiastic. But isn't there something you'd like
better than anything else?"
Elizabeth's long lashes drooped again. That was forbidden ground. She
shook her head, and poked the Vision's ribs until he screamed with
laughter.
"Some of the girls in your class have gone to Toronto to learn nursing.
Would you care about that?"
"I suppose that would do to earn my own living; only John makes me sick
when he talks about operations. Look, Sweetie; pat-a-cake, pat-a-cake,
baker's man."
"I suppose you wouldn't like to hammer a typewriter in my office? I
need a girl, but perhaps Aunt Margaret wouldn't think it was genteel."
"That would do, if I wouldn't bother you too much; and I'd just love to
be with you, John Coulson, only--oh, oh, look at the darling pet
swallowin' him's own pinky toes. Oh, John Coulson, just look!"
John Coulson laughed indulgently.
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