“It might have been me instead of you, Buck. If I had stayed behind,
I’d have done all those things. I see it clearly. I might have been
lying here and you out and free. Buck, if it could give you my chance
in life, and help you see it all as I do I’d gladly lie here and take
your place.”
“Mikky! Mikky!” cried Buck. “It’s me own Mikky! You was allus willin’
to take de rubs! But, Mikky, ef you’d hed de trainin’ you’d hev made de
fine robber! You’d hev been a peach an’ no mistake!”
Michael had found a soft spot in the warden’s heart and succeeded in
doing a number of little things for Buck’s comfort. He hunted up the
chaplain and secured a promise from him to teach Buck to read and
write, and also to read to him all letters that Buck received, until
such a time as he should be able to read them for himself. He sent a
pot of roses with buds and full bloom to perfume the dark cell, and he
promised to write often; while Buck on his part could only say over and
over; “Oh, Mikky! Mikky! Ef we wos oney kids agin! Oh, Mikky, I’ll git
out o’ here yit an’ find ye. Ye’ll not be ashamed o’ me. Ef I oney
hadn’t a bungled de job. It were a bum job! Mikky! A bum job!”
Michael saw that there was little use in talking to Buck about his sin.
Buck had nothing whatever to build upon in the line of morals. To be
loyal to his friends, and to do his “work” so that he would not get
caught were absolutely the only articles in his creed. To get ahead of
the rich, to take from them that which was theirs if he could,
regardless of life or consequences, that was virtue; the rich were
enemies, and his daring code of honor gave them the credit of equal
courage with himself. They must outwit him or lose. If they died it was
“all in the day’s work” and their loss. When his turn came he would
take his medicine calmly. But the trouble with Buck now was that he had
“bungled the job.” It was a disgrace on his profession. Things had been
going against him lately, and he was “down on his luck.”
Michael went back from the West feeling that the brief time allowed him
with Buck was all too short for what he wanted to do for him; yet he
felt that it had been worth the journey. Buck appreciated his sympathy,
if he did not have an adequate sense of his own sinfulness. Michael had
talked and pitied and tried to make Buck see, but Buck saw not, and
Michael went home to hope and write and try to educate Buck through
sheer love. It was all he saw to do.
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