Buck was respectably dressed in an old suit of Sam’s, with his hands
and face carefully washed and his hair combed. Sam had imbibed ideas
and was not slow to impart them. But Buck stood dark and frowning
against the closed door, his hunted eyes like black coals in a setting
of snow, went furtively around the room in restless vigilance. His body
wore the habitual air of crouching alertness. He started slightly when
anyone moved or spoke to him. Michael went quickly over to the table
and turned down the lamp.
“You won’t mind sitting in the firelight, will you?” he said to Starr
in a low tone, and her eyes told him that she understood.
“Come over here, Buck,” said Michael motioning toward the sheltered
corner on the other side of the fireplace from where Starr was sitting.
“This is one of my friends, Miss Endicott, Mr. Endicott. Will you
excuse us if we sit here and talk a few minutes? Miss Endicott, you
remember my telling you of Buck?”
Starr with sudden inspiration born of the moment, got up and went over
to where the dark-browed Buck stood frowning and embarrassed in the
chimney corner and put out her little roseleaf of a hand to him. Buck
looked at it in dismay and did not stir.
“Why don’t yer shake?” whispered Sam.
Then with a grunt of astonishment Buck put out his rough hand and
underwent the unique experience of holding a lady’s hand in his. The
hunted eyes looked up startled to Starr’s and like a flash he saw a
thought. It was as if her eyes knew Browning’s poem and could express
his thought to Buck in language he could understand:
“All I could never be,
All men ignored in me,
This, I was worth to God, whose wheel the pitcher shaped.”
Somehow, Starr, with her smile and her eyes, and her gentle manner,
unknowingly conveyed that thought to Buck! Poor, neglected, sinful
Buck! And Michael, looking on, knew what she had done, and blessed her
in his heart.
Buck sat down in the chimney corner, half in shadow with the lights
from the great log flaring over his face. The shades were all drawn
down, the doors were closed. He was surrounded by friendly faces. For a
few minutes the hunted eyes ceased their roving round the room, and
rested on Starr’s sweet face as she sat quietly, holding her father’s
hand. It was a sight such as poor Buck’s eyes had never rested upon in
the whole of his checkered existence, and for the moment he let the
sweet wonder of it filter into his dark, scarred soul, with blessed
healing. Then he looked from Starr to Michael’s fine face near by,
tender with the joy of Buck’s coming, anxious with what might be the
outcome; and for a moment the heavy lines in forehead and brow that
Buck had worn since babyhood softened with a tender look. Perhaps ’tis
given, once to even the dullest soul to see, no matter how low fallen,
just what he might have been.
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