“No! I’m not afraid, Sam, if there were any good reason for going, but
you know I never could feel comfortable in getting my living off
somebody else. It doesn’t seem fair to the other fellow. You see
they’ve got a right to the things they own and I haven’t; and because I
might be smart enough to catch them napping and sneak away with what
they prize doesn’t make it right either. Now that girl probably thinks
a lot of her diamonds, you see, and it doesn’t seem quite the manly
thing for a big strong fellow like me to get them away from her, does
it? Of course you may think differently, but I believe I’d rather do
some good hard work that would keep my muscles in trim, than to live
off some one else. There’s a kind of pretty gray moss that grows where
I went to college. It floats along a little seed blown in the air first
and lodges on the limb of a tree and begins to fasten itself into the
bark, and grow and grow and suck life from the big tree. It doesn’t
seem much at first, and it seems as if the big tree might spare enough
juice to the little moss. But wait a few years and see what happens.
The moss grows and drapes itself in great long festoons all over that
tree and by and by the first thing you know that tree has lost all its
green leaves and stands up here stark and dead with nothing on its bare
branches but that old gray moss which has to die too because it has
nothing to live on any longer. It never learned to gather any juice for
itself. They call the moss a parasite. I couldn’t be a human parasite,
Sam. You may feel differently about it, but I couldn’t. I really
couldn’t.”
Michael’s eyes had grown dreamy and lost their fire as he remembered
the dear South land, and dead sentinel pines with their waving gray
festoons against the ever blue sky. As he talked he saw the whole great
out-of-doors again where he had wandered now so many years free and
happy; free from burdens of humanity which were pressing him now so
sorely. A great longing to fly back to it all, to get away from the
sorrow and the degradation and the shame which seemed pressing so hard
upon him, filled his heart, leaped into his eyes, caught and fascinated
the attention of the listening Sam, who understood very little of the
peroration. He had never heard of a parasite. He did not know he had
always been a human parasite. He was merely astonished and a trifle
fascinated by the passion and appeal in Michael’s face as he spoke.
“Gosh!” he said in a tone almost of admiration. “Gosh! Is that wot
edicashun done fer you?”
“Perhaps,” said Michael pleasantly, “though I rather think, Sam, that I
always felt a bit that way, I just didn’t know how to say it.”
“Wal, you allus was queer!” muttered Sam half apologetically. “I
couldn’t see it that way myself, as you say, but o’ course it’s your
fun’ral! Ef you kin scratch up enough grub bein’ a tree, why that’s
your own lookout. Moss is good ’nough fer me fer de present.”
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