“Trouble me! Trouble me! Why, son, I like to be troubled once in a
while by something besides getting money and spending it. You never
gave me a shadow of trouble, except these last weeks when you’ve
disappeared and I couldn’t do anything for you. You’ve somehow crept
into my life and I can’t get you out. In fact, I don’t want to. But,
boy, if you felt that way, what made you come to New York at all? You
didn’t feel that way the night you came to my house to dinner.”
Michael’s eyes owned that this was true, but his firm lips showed that
he would never betray the real reason for the change.
“I—didn’t—realize—sir!”
“Realize? Realize what?”
“I didn’t realize the difference between my station and yours, sir.
There had never been anything during my years in school to make me
know. I am a ‘child of the slums’”—unconsciously he drifted into
quotations from Mrs. Endicott’s speech to him—“and you belong to a fine
old family. I don’t know what terrible things are in my blood. You have
riches and a name beyond reproach—” He had seen the words in an article
he had read the evening before, and felt that they fitted the man and
the occasion. He did not know that he was quoting. They had become a
part of his thoughts.
“I might make the riches if I tried hard,” he held up his head proudly,
“but I could never make the name. I will always be a child of the
slums, no matter what I do!”
“Child of the fiddlesticks!” interrupted Endicott. “Wherever did you
get all that, rot? It sounds as if you had been attending society
functions and listening to their twaddle. It doesn’t matter what you
are the child of, if you’re a mind to be a man. This is a free country,
son, and you can be and climb where you please. Tell me, where did you
get all these ideas?”
Michael looked down. He did not wish to answer.
“In a number of places,” he answered evasively.
“Where!”
“For one thing, I’ve been down to the alley where I used to live.” The
eyes were looking into his now, and Endicott felt a strange swelling of
pride that he had had a hand in the making of this young man.
“Well?”
“I know from what you’ve taken me—I can never be what you are!”
“Therefore you won’t try to be anything? Is that it?”
“Oh, no! I’ll try to be all that I can, but—I don’t belong with you.
I’m of another class—”
“Oh, bosh! Cut that out, son! Real men don’t talk like that. You’re a
better man now than any of the pedigreed dudes I know of, and as for
taints in the blood, I could tell you of some of the sons of great men
who have taints as bad as any child of the slums. Young man, you can be
whatever you set out to be in this world! Remember that.”
“Everyone does not feel that way,” said Michael with conviction, though
he was conscious of great pleasure in Endicott’s hearty words.
“Who, for instance?” asked Endicott looking at him sharply.
Michael was silent. He could not tell him.
“Who?” asked the insistent voice once more.
“The world!” evaded Michael.
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