Gordon made a little impatient gesture. "Oh, come," he said, "I'm
perfectly frank. Why can't you be so, too? Does the woman marry just
for love? Doesn't the woman want to feel passion first? Or, if she
isn't that kind, doesn't she figure what she's getting in return for
herself? Dollars and cents, these days. I say again, story-book love's
gone by."
The girl shook her head. "You're talking for the city woman," she
said, "who's got so civilized she's lost the instinct every woman once
had. With a woman, unless she stifles it till it's dead, there's one
thing comes ahead of everything else, and that's to be protected,
cared for, guarded, to be safe. Perhaps it isn't quite love, but it's
pretty nearly the same thing. Somebody stronger to lean on, some one
in time of danger who won't fail her. That's what comes first."
Gordon gazed at her with real surprise. Then, without hesitation, he
nodded. "You're right," he said, "and that I can give you, too. Will
you marry me, Ethel?"
The girl did not answer; the long silence seeming in no way to
embarrass her. At last, with a little sigh, she looked up at him.
"I will be frank with you," she said, "it's so hard to know what to
do. Jack was here to-night before you came, and he asked me the same
question you're asking now. Jack's rough, and he isn't educated, but
he's big and strong, and I know he thinks a lot of me, and, besides,
he's really a man."
Gordon, with the skill not to provoke opposition, nodded assent.
"You're right," he said with conviction, "no one thinks more of Jack
than I do. But, Ethel, without flattery, you're a woman in a
thousand--in looks, in charm, in every way. And Jack--it isn't his
fault--Jack is rough and uneducated, and it's too late to change him
now. And, with all his good qualities, you'd never be happy with him
all your life through. You couldn't, Ethel. Think what it would mean
to live your life here on the mountain, no friends, no interests,
nothing but life with Jack and the mine. No, we only live once, and
it's our duty to make the most of it. And think of the other side of
the picture. Wealth, social position, everything you could desire. I'm
not a man of great wealth yet, but let me swing the mine the way I
want to, and I'll be a millionaire ten times over. Think of it, Ethel.
Your city house, your country place, servants, horses, motors, around
the world in a steam yacht; we'd get out of life what only a chosen
few can get. Say you'll marry me, Ethel, and you'll never live to
regret it, so help me God."
There was a silence even longer than before. Then the girl rose and
began to pace the room with quick, nervous steps.
"Oh, I don't know," she cried, "you make it so hard. It's my whole
life you're asking me to decide. And I believe you're honest, too, and
sincere; but, I've known Jack all my life. Oh, I don't know what to
do."
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