Lola Montez : $b An adventuress of the 'fortiesD'Auvergne, Edmund B. (Edmund Basil)
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Lola Montez : $b An adventuress of the 'forties
D'Auvergne, Edmund B. (Edmund Basil)
Montez, Lola, 1818-1861
The wayward, troubled soul of Lola Montez at last tasted peace--thanks,
perhaps, as much to the consolations of true friendship as to those of
religion. She abandoned the Methodist connection, and embraced the
possibly less gloomy tenets of the Episcopal Church of America. She passed
much of her time in deep retirement, reading and studying the Bible. One
who knew her at this time says that her bearing was calm, graceful, and
modest; of her beauty there remained no trace except her deep, lustrous
Spanish eyes. A conviction that she was soon to die of consumption
possessed her, and she spent the rest of the year 1860 in preparation for
her end.
"So far as outward actions could show," says her spiritual adviser,
Dr. F. L. Hawks, "with her 'old things had passed away, and all things
had become new.' With a heart full of sympathy for the poor outcasts
of her own sex, she devoted the last few months of her life to
visiting them at the Magdalen Asylum, near New York, warning them and
instructing them with a spirit which yearned over them, that they,
too, might be brought into the fold. She strove to impress upon them
not only the awful guilt of breaking the divine law, but the
inevitable earthly sorrow which those who persisted with thoughtless
desperation in sinful courses were treasuring up for themselves. Her
effort was thus to redeem the time as far as she could; and the result
of her labours can only be known on that day when she will meet her
erring sisters at the impartial tribunal of the Eternal Judge."
Lola's premonition was verified. In December 1860 she was suddenly struck
down--not by consumption, but by partial paralysis. She was conveyed to
the Asteria Sanatorium, where Mrs. Buchanan took charge of her. She
lingered in great pain, patiently borne, for several weeks, and it was
seen that there was no hope of her recovery. Dr. Hawks visited her
frequently. To him, her chosen confidant at this final stage of her
chequered life, and the most fitted to sympathise with the ideas that then
dominated her, may be left the description of her last hours.
"In the course of a long experience as a Christian minister, I do not
think I ever saw deeper penitence and humility, more real contrition
of soul and more of bitter self-reproach than in this poor woman.
Anxious to probe her heart to the bottom, I questioned her in various
forms; spoke as plainly as I could of the qualities of a genuine
repentance; set forth the necessity of the operations of the Holy
Spirit really to convert from sin to holiness, and presented Christ as
all in all--the only Saviour. For myself I am quite satisfied that God
the Holy Ghost had renewed her sinful soul into holiness.
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