London Lavender : $b An entertainmentLucas, E. V. (Edward Verrall)
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London Lavender : $b An entertainment
Lucas, E. V. (Edward Verrall)
Humorous stories; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"I went on to remind her," he continued, "of the campaign we had
planned for ourselves--my great social amelioration programme--and
showed her how she was breaking faith not only with me, but with the
country, the race. Useless. She merely repeated her original phrase
like a parrot. I left her and appealed to Mr. Freeland, but he said
he should not interfere. Nancy was old enough to know. Don't worry
her now, he said: give her another week's holiday. I saw Mrs.
Freeland, who is, of course, as you must have noticed, desperately
out of date; and she, too, declined to fight for me. She was very
sorry, she said, and hoped that Nancy knew her own mind; but how much
better to discover a mistake early rather than late! You know how
people always say this, and when it is a mistake I agree with them;
but this is not a mistake, but the simulacrum of a mistake. How can
Nancy know her own mind when she has not got one? She is a dear,
sweet girl, and I was devoted to her--am devoted to her--but she has
no mind. It was I who was to give her that."
What was I to say to him? Was I to say--what was of course evident
to anyone but himself--that she had found some simple fellow on her
own level whom she liked better? Was I to say, "You silly young ass,
you deserve to lose her for not taking her as she was and loving
that, instead of playing the dictator and unsexing her? For the best
thing in the world is a pretty, affectionate girl true to her nature,
and the silliest thing is a pretty, affectionate girl pretending to
be something she is not."
Either of these speeches I might have made, but instead I sympathized
with him and advised him to wait a little longer before confessing
complete failure.
"No," he said; "her attitude was final. I don't feel as if I could
reopen the matter. All those laughing sisters, too."
(I liked to hear that human note.)
"No, I shall go abroad for a while and then gather up the fragments
and begin again. But of course I shan't marry now. That's the end
of women for me."
And with these words, which the ironical gods must be so tired of
hearing, he strode away.
It was, I must admit, a little to my relief. It is difficult to take
these perplexities of other persons seriously. One somehow has the
feeling that one's own wedding should be the last.
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