London Pride, Or, When the World Was YoungerBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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London Pride, Or, When the World Was Younger
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“No, no; I have never known him. He has always worn a mask. He is as
false as Satan. Don’t talk to me—don’t kiss me, child. You have smeared
my face horribly with your kisses and tears. Your pity drives me mad.
How can you understand these things—you who have never loved any one?
What can you know of what women feel? There, silly fool! you are
trembling as if I had hit you,” as Angela withdrew her arms suddenly,
and stood aloof. “I have been a virtuous wife, sister, in a town where
scarce one woman in ten is true to her marriage vows. I have never
sinned against my husband; but I have never loved him. Henri had my
heart before I knew what the word, love meant; and in all these years
we have loved each other with the purest, noblest affection—at least he
made me believe my love was reciprocated. We have enjoyed a most
exquisite communion of thought and feeling. His letters—you shall read
his letters some day—so noble, so brilliant—all poetry, and chivalry,
and wit. I lived upon his letters when fate parted us. And when he
followed us to England, I thought it was for my sake that he came—only
for me. And to hear that he was her lover—hers—that woman! To know that
he came to me—with sweetest words upon his lips—knelt to kiss the tips
of my fingers—as if it were a privilege to die for—from her arms, from
her caresses—the wickedest woman in England—and the loveliest!”
“Dear Hyacinth, it was a childish dream—and you have awakened! You will
live to be glad of being recalled from falsehood to truth. Your husband
is worth fifty De Malforts, did you but know it. Oh, dearest, give him
your heart who ought to be its only master. Indeed he is worthy. He
stands apart—an honourable, nobly thinking man in a world that is full
of libertines. Be sure he deserves your love.”
“Don’t preach to me, child! If you could give me a sleeping-draught
that would blot out memory for ever—make me forget my childhood in the
Marais—my youth at St. Germain—the dances at the Louvre—all the days
when I was happiest: why, then, perhaps, you might make me in love with
Lord Fareham.”
“You will begin a new life, sister, now De Malfort is gone.”
“I will never forgive him for going!” cried Hyacinth, passionately.
“Never—never! To give me no note of warning! To sneak away like a thief
who had stolen my diamonds! To fly for debt, too, and not come to me
for money! Why have I a fortune, if not to help those I love? But—if he
was that woman’s lover—I will never see his face again—never speak his
name—never—from the moment I am convinced of that hellish
treason—never! Her lover! Lady Castlemaine’s! We have laughed at her,
together! Her lover! And there were other women those spiteful wretches
talked about just now—a tradesman’s wife! Oh, how hateful, how hateful
it all is! Angela, if it is true, I shall go mad!”
“Dearest, to you he was but a friend—and though you may be sorry he was
so great a sinner, his sins cannot concern your happiness——”
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