London Pride, Or, When the World Was YoungerBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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London Pride, Or, When the World Was Younger
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“And have I not refused to be discouraged? Angela, I am resolved to
discover the reason of your coldness. Was there ever a young and lovely
woman who shut love out of her heart? History has no record of such an
one. I am of an appropriate age, of good birth and good means, not
under-educated, not brutish, or of repulsive face and figure. If your
heart is free I ought to be able to win it. If you will not favour my
suit, it must be because there is some one else, some one who came
before me, or who has crossed my path, and to whom your heart has been
secretly given.”
She had turned from red to pale as he spoke. She stood before him in
the winter light, with her colour changing, her hands tightly clasped,
her eyes cast down, and tears trembling on the long dark lashes.
“You have no right to question me. It is enough for you to have my
honest answer. I esteem you, but I do not love you; and it distresses
me when you talk of love.”
“There is some one else, then! I knew it. There is some one else. For
me you are marble. You are fire for him. He is in your heart. You have
said it.”
“How dare you——” she began.
“Why should I shrink from warning you of your danger? It is Fareham you
love. I have seen you tremble at his touch—start at the sound of his
footstep—that step you know so well. His footstep? Why, the very air he
breathes carries to you the consciousness of his approach. Oh, I have
watched you both, Angela; and I know, I know. Jealous pangs have racked
me, day after day; yet I have hung on. I have been very patient. ‘She
knows not the sinful impulses of her own heart,’ I said, ‘knows not in
her purity how near she goes to a fall. Here, in her sister’s house,
passionately loved by her sister’s husband! She calls him ‘brother,’
whose eyes cannot look at her without telling their story of wicked
love. She walks on the edge of a precipice—self-deceived. Were I to
abandon her she might fall. My affection is her only safeguard; and by
winning her to myself I shall snatch her from the pit of hell.’”
It was the truth he was telling her. Yes; even when Fareham was
harshest, she had been dimly conscious that love was at the root of his
unkindness. The coldness that had held them apart since that midnight
meeting had been ice over fire. It was jealousy that had made him so
angry. No word of love, directly spoken, had ever offended her ear; but
there had been many a speech of double meaning that had set her
wondering and thinking.
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