London Pride, Or, When the World Was YoungerBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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London Pride, Or, When the World Was Younger
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
clear colouring of a complexion warmed with the glow of health, the
deep blue of large well-opened eyes, the light free carriage of one who
had led an active country life—even while she thought of Denzil,
another face and figure flashed upon her memory—rugged and dark, the
forehead deeper lined than years justified, the proud eye made sombre
by the shadow of the projecting brow, the cheek sunken, the shoulders
bent as if under the burden of melancholy thoughts.
O God! this was the face she loved. The only face that had ever touched
the springs of joy and pain. It was nearly half a year since she had
seen him. Their meetings in the future need be of the rarest. She knew
that Denzil regarded him with a distrust which made friendship out of
the question; and it would be her duty to keep as far aloof from that
old time as possible. Family meetings there must be, considering the
short distance between Chilton and the Manor, feastings and junketings
in company once or twice in the summer, lest it should be thought Sir
John and his lordship were ill friends. But Angela knew that in any
such social gathering, sitting at the overloaded board, amid the steam
of rich viands, and the noise of many voices, she and Fareham would be
as far apart as if the Indian Ocean rolled between them.
Once, and very soon, they must meet face to face; and he would take her
hand in greeting, and would kiss her on the lips as she stood before
him in her wedding finery, that splendour of white and silver which
would provoke him to scornful wonder at her trivial pleasure in
sumptuous clothes. Thus once they must meet. Her heart thrilled at the
thought. He had so often shunned her, taking such obvious trouble to
keep his distance; but he could hardly absent himself from her wedding.
The scandal would be too great.
Well, she had accepted her fate, and this dull aching misery must be
lived through somehow; and neither her father nor Denzil must ever have
occasion to suspect her unhappiness.
“Oh, gracious Mary, Mother of God, help and sustain me in my sorrow!
Guard and deliver me from sinful thoughts. What are my fanciful griefs
to thy great sorrows, which thou didst endure with holy patience?
Subdue and bend me to obedience and humility. Let me be an affectionate
daughter, a dutiful wife, a friend and comforter to my poor
neighbours.”
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