“Well, verses, but mostly stories. You see,” she explained impulsively, “I
want to earn some money--of my own. I haven't said much, because I hate
whining; but really, things are growing pretty bad--between Manley and me.
I hope it isn't my fault. I have tried every way I know to keep my faith in
him, and to--to help him. But he's not the same as he was. You know that.
And I have a good deal of pride. I can't--oh, it's intolerable having to
ask a man for money! Especially when he doesn't want to give you any,” she
added naively. “At first it wasn't necessary; I had a little of my own, and
all my things were new. But one must eventually buy things--for the
house, you know, and for one's personal needs--and he seems to resent
it dreadfully. I never would have believed that Manley could be
stingy--actually stingy; but he is, unfortunately. I hate to speak of his
faults, even to you. But I've got to be honest with you. It isn't nice to
say that I'm writing, not for any particularly burning desire to express
my thoughts, nor for the sentiment of it, but to earn money. It's terribly
sordid, isn't it?” She smiled wistfully up at him. “But there seems to be
money in it, for those who succeed, and it's work that I can do here. I
have oceans of time, and I'm not disturbed!” Her lips curved into bitter
lines. “I do so much thinking, I might as well put my brain to some use.”
With one of her sudden changes of mood, she turned to Kent and clasped both
hands upon his arm.
“Now you see, pal, how much our friendship means to me,” she said softly.
“I couldn't have told this to another living soul! It seems awfully
treacherous, saying it even to you--I mean about him. But you're so
good--you always understand, don't you, pal?”
“I guess so.” Kent forced the words out naturally, and kept his breath
even, and his arms from clasping her. He considered that he performed quite
a feat of endurance.
“You're modest!” She gave his arm a little shake. “Of course you do. You
know I'm not treacherous, really. You know I'd do anything I could for him.
But this is something that doesn't concern him at all. He doesn't know it,
but that is because he would only sneer. When I have really sold something,
and received the money for it, then it won't matter to me who knows. But
now it's a solemn secret, just between me and my pal.” Her yellow-brown
eyes dwelt upon his face.
Kent, stealing a glance at her from under his drooped lids, wondered if she
had ever given any time to analyzing herself. He would have given much to
know if, down deep in her heart, she really believed in this pal business;
if she was really a friend, and no more. She puzzled him a good deal,
sometimes.
“Well--if anybody can make good at that business, you sure ought to;
you've got brains enough to write a dictionary.” He permitted himself the
indulgence of saying that much, and he was perfectly sincere. He honestly
considered Val the cleverest woman in the world.
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