‘What, and is it to _that_ her high ambitions tend? Is _he_ the prize she
would strive to win?’
‘I can be no guide to you in this matter, Dick. She makes no confidences
with me, and of myself I see nothing.’
‘You have, however, some influence over her.’
‘No; not much.’
‘I did not say much; but enough to induce her to yield to a strong
entreaty, as when, for instance, you implored her to spare your
brother--that poor fellow about to fall so hopelessly in love--’
‘I’m not sure that my request did not come too late after all,’ said she,
with a laughing malice in her eye.
‘Don’t be too sure of that,’ retorted he, almost fiercely.
‘Oh, I never bargained for what you might do in a moment of passion or
resentment.’
‘There is neither one nor the other here. I am perfectly cool, calm, and
collected, and I tell you this, that whoever your pretty Greek friend is to
make a fool of, it shall not be Dick Kearney.’
‘It might be very nice fooling, all the same, Dick.’
‘I know--that is, I believe I know--what you mean. You have listened to
some of those high heroics she ascends to in showing what the exaltation
of a great passion can make of any man who has a breast capable of the
emotion, and you want to see the experiment tried in its least favourable
conditions--on a cold, soulless, selfish fellow of my own order; but, take
my word for it, Kate, it would prove a sheer loss of time to us both.
Whatever she might make of me, it would not be a _hero_; and whatever I
should strive for, it would not be her _love_.’
‘I don’t think I’d say that if I were a man.’
He made no answer to these words, but arose and walked the room with hasty
steps. ‘It was not about these things I came here to talk to you, Kitty,’
said he earnestly. ‘I had my head full of other things, and now I cannot
remember them. Only one occurs to me. Have you got any money? I mean a mere
trifle--enough to pay my fare to town?’
‘To be sure I have that much, Dick; but you are surely not going to leave
us?’
‘Yes. I suddenly remembered I must be up for the last day of term in
Trinity. Knocking about here--I’ll scarcely say amusing myself--I had
forgotten all about it. Atlee used to jog my memory on these things when he
was near me, and now, being away, I have contrived to let the whole escape
me. You can help me, however, with a few pounds?’
‘I have got five of my own, Dick; but if you want more--’
‘No, no; I’ll borrow the five of your own, and don’t blend it with more, or
I may cease to regard it as a debt of honour.’
‘And if you should, my poor dear Dick--’
‘I’d be only pretty much what I have ever been, but scarcely wish to be any
longer,’ and he added the last words in a whisper. ‘It’s only to be a brief
absence, Kitty,’ said he, kissing her; ‘so say good-bye for me to the
others, and that I shall be soon back again.’
‘Shall I kiss Nina for you, Dick?’
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