The fatalism of youth, unlike that of age, is all rose-coloured. That which
is coming, and is decreed to come, cannot be very disagreeable. This is
the theory of the young, and differs terribly from the experiences of
after-life. Gorman O’Shea had gone to dinner with about as heavy a
misfortune as could well befall him, so far as his future in life was
concerned. All he looked forward to and hoped for was lost to him: the
aunt who, for so many years, had stood to him in place of all family, had
suddenly thrown him off, and declared that she would see him no more; the
allowance she had hitherto given him withdrawn, it was impossible he could
continue to hold his place in his regiment. Should he determine not to
return, it was desertion--should he go back, it must be to declare that
he was a ruined man, and could only serve in the ranks. These were the
thoughts he revolved while he dressed for dinner, and dressed, let it be
owned, with peculiar care; but when the task had been accomplished, and
he descended to the drawing-room, such was the elasticity of his young
temperament, every thought of coming evil was merged in the sense of
present enjoyment, and the merry laughter which he overheard as he opened
the door, obliterated all notion that life had anything before him except
what was agreeable and pleasant.
‘We want to know if you play croquet, Mr. O’Shea?’ said Nina as he entered.
‘And we want also to know, are you a captain, or a Rittmeister, or a major?
You can scarcely be a colonel.’
‘Your last guess I answer first. I am only a lieutenant, and even that
very lately. As to croquet, if it be not your foreign mode of pronouncing
cricket, I never even saw it.’
‘It is not my foreign mode of pronouncing cricket, Herr Lieutenant,’ said
she pertly, ‘but I guessed already you had never heard of it.’
‘It is an out-of-door affair,’ said Dick indolently, ‘made for the
diffusion of worked petticoats and Balmoral boots.’
‘I should say it is the game of billiards brought down to universal
suffrage and the million,’ lisped out Walpole.
‘Faith,’ cried old Kearney, ‘I’d say it was just football with a stick.’
‘At all events,’ said Kate, ‘we purpose to have a grand match to-morrow.
Mr. Walpole and I are against Nina and Dick, and we are to draw lots for
you, Mr. O’Shea.’
‘My position, if I understand it aright, is not a flattering one,’ said he,
laughing.
‘We’ll take him,’ cried Nina at once. ‘I’ll give him a private lesson in
the morning, and I’ll answer for his performance. These creatures,’
added she, in a whisper, ‘are so drilled in Austria, you can teach them
anything.’
Now, as the words were spoken O’Shea caught them, and drawing close to
her, said, ‘I do hope I’ll justify that flattering opinion.’ But her only
recognition was a look of half-defiant astonishment at his boldness.
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