‘I see it all,’ cried he, as he paced his room in self-examination. ‘I
have suffered myself to be carried away by a burst of momentary impulse. I
brought up all my reserves, and have failed utterly. Nothing can save
me now, but a “change of front.” It is the last bit of generalship
remaining--a change of front--a change of front!’ And he repeated the words
over and over, as though hoping they might light up his ingenuity. ‘I might
go and tell her that all I had been saying was mere jest--that I could
never have dreamed of asking her to follow me into barbarism: that to go
to Guatemala was equivalent to accepting a yellow fever--it was courting
disease, perhaps death; that my insistence was a mere mockery, in the worst
possible taste; but that I had already agreed with Lord Danesbury,
our engagement should be cancelled; that his lordship’s memory of our
conversation would corroborate me in saying I had no intention to propose
such a sacrifice to her; and indeed I had but provoked her to say the very
things, and use the very arguments, I had already employed to myself as a
sort of aid to my own heartfelt convictions. Here would be a “change of
front” with a vengeance.
‘She will already have written off the whole interview: the despatch is
finished,’ cried he, after a moment. ‘It is a change of front the day after
the battle. The people will read of my manoeuvre with the bulletin of
victory before them.
‘Poor Frank Touchet used to say,’ cried he aloud, ‘“Whenever they refuse
my cheques at the Bank, I always transfer my account”; and fortunately the
world is big enough for these tactics for several years. That’s a change of
front too, if I knew how to adapt it. I must marry another woman--there’s
nothing else for it. It is the only escape; and the question is, who shall
she be?’ The more he meditated over this change of front the more he saw
that his destiny pointed to the Greek. If he could see clearly before him
to a high career in diplomacy, the Greek girl, in everything but fortune,
would suit him well. Her marvellous beauty, her grace of manner, her social
tact and readiness, her skill in languages, were all the very qualities
most in request. Such a woman would make the full complement, by her
fascinations, of all that her husband could accomplish by his abilities.
The little indiscretions of old men--especially old men--with these women,
the lapses of confidence they made them, the dropping admissions of this or
that intention, made up what Walpole knew to be high diplomacy.
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