The room in which he sat now by the window with shading blinds, for the
sun was already hot, seemed to revert back even further than to a
century-and-a-half. The old damask and gilding that he had expected was
gone, and its absence gave the impression of great severity. There was a
wide deal table running the length of the room, with upright wooden arm
chairs set against it; the floor was red-tiled, with strips of matting
for the feet, the white, distempered walls had only a couple of old
pictures hung upon them, and a large crucifix flanked by candles stood
on a little altar by the further door. There was no more furniture than
that, with the exception of a writing-desk between the windows, on which
stood a typewriter. That jarred somehow on his sense of fitness, and he
wondered at it.
He finished the last drop of coffee in the thick-rimmed white cup, and
sat back in his chair.
* * * * *
Already the burden was lighter, and he was astonished at the swiftness
with which it had become so. Life looked simpler here; the interior
world was taken more for granted; it was not even a matter of debate.
There it was, imperious and objective, and through it glimmered to the
eyes of the soul the old Figures that had become shrouded behind the
rush of worldly circumstance. The very shadow of God appeared to rest
here; it was no longer impossible to realise that the saints watched and
interceded, that Mary sat on her throne, that the white disc on the
altar was Jesus Christ. Percy was not yet at peace after all, he had
been but an hour in Rome; and air, charged with never so much grace,
could scarcely do more than it had done. But he felt more at ease, less
desperately anxious, more childlike, more content to rest on the
authority that claimed without explanation, and asserted that the world,
as a matter of fact, proved by evidences without and within, was made
this way and not that, for this purpose and not the other. Yet he had
used the conveniences which he hated; he had left London a bare twelve
hours before, and now here he sat in a place which was either a stagnant
backwater of life, or else the very mid-current of it; he was not yet
sure which.
* * * * *
There was a step outside, a handle was turned; and the
Cardinal-Protector came through.
Percy had not seen him for four years, and for a moment scarcely
recognised him.
It was a very old man that he saw now, bent and feeble, his face
covered with wrinkles, crowned by very thin, white hair, and the little
scarlet cap on top; he was in his black Benedictine habit with a plain
abbatial cross on his breast, and walked hesitatingly, with a black
stick. The only sign of vigour was in the narrow bright slit of his
eyes showing beneath drooping lids. He held out his hand, smiling, and
Percy, remembering in time that he was in the Vatican, bowed low only
as he kissed the amethyst.
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