Lost Lenore: The Adventures of a Rolling StoneReid, Mayne
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Lost Lenore: The Adventures of a Rolling Stone
Reid, Mayne
Adventure stories; Dime novels; Fiction
The animals were almost wild; and we had an exciting day's sport, in
getting them inside the inclosure. Several feats of horsemanship were
exhibited by the different graziers, who assisted at the ceremony. The
affair reminded me of what I had seen in California, upon the large
grazing estates--"ganaderias" of that country. We were home again
before dinner time; and in the evening I was again thrown into the
company of Jessie.
I could not help reading her thoughts. They were easily interpreted:
for she made no attempt to conceal what others might have desired to
keep secret. Before I had been a week in her company, I was flattered
with full evidence, that the warmest love of a warm-hearted girl was, or
might be, mine.
There are few that do not sometimes stray from the path of rectitude--
even knowingly and willingly. By staying longer at the station of Mr
H--when convinced that the happiness of another depended on my leaving
it--I was, perhaps, acting as most others would have done; but I knew I
was doing wrong. It brought its own punishment, as wickedness ever
will.
Jessie loved me. I was now sure of it. Several circumstances had
combined to bring this misfortune upon her. Grateful for the service I
had done in saving their child, her father and mother acted, as if they
could not treat me with sufficient consideration. Little Rosa herself
thought me the most remarkable man in the world; and was always talking
of me to her sister.
It was natural for a girl like Jessie to love some one; and she had met
but few, from whom she could make a choice. There was nothing strange
in her young affections becoming centred on me; and they had done so.
Conscience told me that I should at once take myself from her presence;
but the fascination of that presence proved stronger than my sense of
duty; and I remained--each day, becoming more enthralled by the spell of
her beauty.
Why was it wrong in me to stay by the side of Jessie H--? Lenore Hyland
had forsaken me; and why should I not love another? Where could I hope
to find a woman more beautiful, more truthful, more worthy of being
loved, or more capable of loving than Jessie. The task of learning to
love her seemed every day to grow less difficult; and why should I bring
the process to an abrupt termination?
These considerations required my most profound reflection. They
obtained it--at least I thought so;--but the reflections of a man, under
the fascinating influence of female beauty, are seldom guided by wisdom.
Certainly mine were not, else I would not have allowed the hopes and
happiness of my life to have been wrested from me by the loss of Lenore.
Volume Two, Chapter XXVII.
"LOVE BUT ONE!"
"What should I do?" This was the question that presented itself to my
mind, almost every hour of the day. It called energetically for an
answer.
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