Lost Lenore: The Adventures of a Rolling StoneReid, Mayne
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Lost Lenore: The Adventures of a Rolling Stone
Reid, Mayne
Adventure stories; Dime novels; Fiction
She appeared to be suffering from some acute mental agony; and when I
took her hand I could feel her fingers trembling in my grasp. A hectic
flush overspread her cheeks; and her eyes looked as though she had been
weeping. Her whole appearance was that of a person struggling to
restrain the violent expression of some overwhelming sorrow.
"Jessie! What has happened?" I asked. "There is something wrong? You
look as if there was--you look ill, Jessie."
"Yes," she made answer. "Something _has_ happened; something that has
destroyed my happiness for ever."
"Tell me what it is, Jessie. Tell me all. You know that I will assist
you, in any way that is in my power."
"I do not know that, Rowland. There was a time when you might have
saved me; but now it is too late--too late to appease my aching heart.
I have waited a long while in anxious doubt; and, perhaps, would have
died with the secret in my breast, had I not met you again. It would
have been better so. Oh! Rowland, after meeting you once more in this
strange land, all the memories of the past came over me, only to fill my
soul with sadness and despair. Then it was that my long pent-up grief
gave way; and my heart felt shattered. Rowland! I have come to you in
my misery, not to accuse you of being its cause; but to tell you that
you alone could have prevented it. No mortal could live with more
happiness than I, did I but know that you had the slightest love for me.
Even should we never meet again, there would be joy in the thought that
your love was, or had been mine."
"Jessie! Can you speak thus when--"
"Peace, Rowland! hear me out. I am nearly mad. I will tell you all--
all that I have suffered for you. For that reason have I come here.
They want me to marry a man I do not love. Give me your counsel,
Rowland! Is it not wrong for me to marry him, when I cannot love him--
when I love only you?"
"Jessie, I cannot hear you talk thus. I told you, when we parted in
Australia that I loved another. I have met that other since; and I find
that she is still true to me. I hope never to hear you speak so
despondingly again. To all, life is sorrow; and we should pray for
strength to bear it. Fulfil cheerfully the promises you have made. We
can still be friends and you may yet be happy."
I could perceive, by the quick heaving of her bosom, that her soul was
agitated by powerful emotions, that only became stronger as I continued.
At length this agitation seemed to reach a climax, her arms were thrown
wildly outwards; and without a word escaping from her lips, she fell
heavily upon the floor. She had fainted!
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