Captain Inglefield of the _Centaur_ was about to make one of those
momentous decisions which now and then confront a man as he stands at
the crossroads of destiny. When he prepared his own case and submitted
his defense, in the narrative written after his return to England, he
stated it with a certain unconscious art which deserves to be quoted as
follows:
As evening approached, the ship seemed little more than suspended
in the water. There was no certainty that she would swim from one
minute to another; and the love of life, now began to level all
distinctions. It was impossible, indeed, for any man to deceive
himself with the hopes of being saved on a raft on such a sea;
besides, it was probable that the ship in sinking would carry
everything down with her in a vortex.
It was near five o’clock, when coming from my cabin, I observed a
number of people gazing very anxiously over the side; and looking
myself, I saw that several men had forced the pinnace and that more
were attempting to get in. I had thoughts of securing this boat
before she might be sunk by numbers; there appeared not a moment
for consideration; to remain and perish with the ship’s company to
whom I could no longer be of any use, or seize the opportunity,
which seemed the only one of escaping and leave the people with
whom, on a variety of occasions I had been so well satisfied that I
thought I could give my life to preserve them. This was, indeed, a
painful conflict and of which, I believe, no man could form a just
idea who had not been placed in a similar situation.
The love of life prevailed. I called to Mr. Rainey, the master,
the only officer on deck, and desired him to follow me and we
immediately descended into the boat by the after part of the
chains. But it was not without great difficulty that we got her
clear of the ship, twice the number that she could carry pushing
in, and many leaping into the water. Mr. Baylis, a young gentleman
of fifteen years of age, leaped from the chains after the boat had
got off and was taken in.
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