She paused, as if she saw something enter the eyes that had listened
so fervently. Bellair cleared his voice. “I remember something _he_
said,” he told her. “That matter is the slate--spirit the message that
is written. The slate is broken, the message erased, but _eyes_ have
seen it, and the transaction is complete. For the spirit has integrated
itself in expression----”
“I think he said it, for you to tell me now,” the Faraway Woman
whispered.
“Only _he_ could have halted your story,” Bellair added.
“... I told you when my Guest came in the afterglow, of the house
of our nearest but distant neighbour; now I am telling you of years
afterward, when there were many houses between on the long road, and
my playmate Paul had gone away to Sidney. Lois had long been married. I
was seventeen--and so strangely and subtly hungering--for expression,
for something that I did not know, which meant reality to me, but which
was foreign and of no import to all about me. Often at evening I stared
up the long road.... I remember late one night in the nearest house,
the soft wind brought me the cry of a child. It was so newly come and
it was not well. I went to it just as I was, though the people had just
moved in and were strange to us. It was thirst--as we know. I went to
it, as we would have gone to a waterfall. The door of their house was
locked, but I knocked. The father came down at last. The lower rooms
were filled with unpacked boxes. I told him why I had come. He talked
to me strangely. He went upstairs and sent the mother down to me. It
did not seem as if I could live through that night--and not have my
way. She put her arms about me, led me upstairs to a room that was
not occupied--save a chair by the window. I stood there waiting until
she returned with the child.... I saw lights back in our house when
they missed me--voices, but I could not go. In the early light I heard
the woman saying to my mother: ‘... We really needed her so. Baby was
restless, but he is much better and quiet with her. They are very happy
together.... Yes, she is safe and well.’”
The Faraway Woman left him now to go to the child.
4
Returning, she put the kettle on, and made tea in the earthen pot. To
Bellair her coming into the room again was a replenishment--as if she
had been gone for hours; and this started a pang deep in his heart,
which presently suffused everything when he realised that his ship had
come for him. It was past midnight.... In reality it was to-morrow that
his ship would sail.
“You listen wonderfully,” she said.
“It seems all about the little Gleam,” he answered. “It makes
everything significant about the open boat.... I forget to swallow----”
They laughed together.
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